Hugh had no suspicion that Clara had him under consideration as a
possible husband. He knew nothing about her, but after she went away he
began to think. She was a woman and good to look upon and at once took
Rose McCoy's place in his mind. All unloved men and many who are loved
play in a half subconscious way with the figures of many women as
women's minds play with the figures of men, seeing them in many
situations, vaguely caressing them, dreaming of closer contacts. With
Hugh the impulse toward women had started late, but it was becoming
every day more active. When he talked to Clara and while she stayed
in his presence, he was more embarrassed than he had ever been before,
because he was more conscious of her than he had ever been of any other
woman. In secret he was not the modest man he thought himself. The
success of his corn-cutting machine and his car-dumping apparatus and
the respect, amounting almost to worship, he sometimes saw in the eyes
of the people of the Ohio town had fed his vanity. It was a time when
all America was obsessed with one idea, and to the people of Bidwell
nothing could be more important, necessary and vital to progress than
the things Hugh had done. He did not walk and talk like the other people
of the town, and his body was over-large and loosely put together, but
in secret he did not want to be different even in a physical way. Now
and then there came an opportunity for a test of physical strength: an
iron bar was to be lifted or a part of some heavy machine swung into
place in the shop. In such a test he had found he could lift almost
twice the load another could handle. Two men grunted and strained,
trying to lift a heavy bar off the floor and put it on a bench. He came
along and did the job alone and without apparent effort.
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