In his room at night or in the late afternoon or evening in the summer
when he walked on country roads, he sometimes felt keen hunger for
recognition of his merits from his fellows, and having no one to praise
him, he praised himself. When the Governor of the State spoke in praise
of him before a crowd and when he made Rose McCoy come away because it
seemed immodest for him to stay and hear such words, he found himself
unable to sleep. After tossing in his bed for two or three hours he got
up and crept quietly out of the house. He was like a man who, having
an unmusical voice, sings to himself in a bath-room while the water
is making a loud, splashing noise. On that night Hugh wanted to be an
orator. As he stumbled in the darkness along Turner's Pike he imagined
himself Governor of a State addressing a multitude of people. A mile
north of Pickleville a dense thicket grew beside the road, and Hugh
stopped and addressed the young trees and bushes. In the darkness
the mass of bushes looked not unlike a crowd standing at attention,
listening. The wind blew and played in the thick, dry growth and there
was a sound as of many voices whispering words of encouragement. Hugh
said many foolish things. Expressions he had heard from the lips of
Steve Hunter and Tom Butterworth came into his mind and were repeated
by his lips. He spoke of the swift growth that had come to the town of
Bidwell as though it were an unmixed blessing, the factories, the homes
of happy, contented people, the coming of industrial development as
something akin to a visit of the gods. Rising to the height of egotism
he shouted, “I have done it. I have done it.”
Hugh heard a buggy coming along the road and fled into the thicket. A
farmer, who had gone to town for the evening and who had stayed after
the political meeting to talk with other farmers in Ben Head's saloon,
went homeward, asleep in his buggy. His head nodded up and down, heavy
with the vapors rising from many glasses of beer. Hugh came out of the
thicket feeling somewhat ashamed. The next day he wrote a letter to
Sarah Shepherd and told her of his progress. “If you or Henry want any
money, I can let you have all you want,” he wrote, and did not resist
the temptation to tell her something of what the Governor had said of
his work and his mind. “Anyway they must think I amount to something
whether I do or not,” he said wistfully.
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