From his shop window Hugh stared at the backs of the heads of the three
people. The top of Tom Butterworth's buggy had been let down, and when
he talked Alfred Buckley leaned forward and his head disappeared. Hugh
thought Clara must look like the kind of woman men meant when they spoke
of a lady. The farmer's daughter had an instinct for clothes, and Hugh's
mind got the idea of gentility by way of the medium of clothes. He
thought the dress she had worn the most stylish thing he had ever seen.
Clara's friend Kate Chanceller, while mannish in her dress, had an
instinct for style and had taught Clara some valuable lessons. “Any
woman can dress well if she knows how,” Kate had declared. She had
taught Clara how to study and emphasize by dress the good points of her
body. Beside Clara, Rose McCoy looked dowdy and commonplace.
Hugh went to the rear of his shop to where there was a water-tap and
washed his hands. Then he went to a bench and tried to take up the work
he had been doing. Within five minutes he went to wash his hands again.
He went out of the shop and stood beside the small stream that rippled
along beneath willow bushes and disappeared under the bridge beneath
Turner's Pike, and then went back for his coat and quit work for the
day. An instinct led him to go past the creek again and he knelt on the
grass at the edge and again washed his hands.
Hugh's growing vanity was fed by the thought that Clara was interested
in him, but it was not yet strong enough to sustain the thought. He took
a long walk, going north from the shop along Turner's Pike for two or
three miles and then by a cross road between corn and cabbage fields to
where he could, by crossing a meadow, get into a wood. For an hour he
sat on a log at the wood's edge and looked south. Away in the distance,
over the roofs of the houses of the town, he could see a white speck
against a background of green--the Butterworth farm house. Almost at
once he decided that the thing he had seen in Clara's eyes and that was
sister to something he had seen in Rose McCoy's eyes had nothing to do
with him. The mantle of vanity he had been wearing dropped off and left
him naked and sad. “What would she be wanting of me?” he asked himself,
and got up from the log to look with critical eyes at his long, bony
body. For the first time in two or three years he thought of the words
so often repeated in his presence by Sarah Shepard in the first few
months after he left his father's shack by the shore of the Mississippi
River and came to work at the railroad station. She had called his
people lazy louts and poor white trash and had railed against his
inclination to dreams. By struggle and work he had conquered the dreams
but could not conquer his ancestry, nor change the fact that he was at
bottom poor white trash. With a shudder of disgust he saw himself again
a boy in ragged clothes that smelled of fish, lying stupid and half
asleep in the grass beside the Mississippi River. He forgot the majesty
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