Having awakened to his own importance in the life about him, Hugh wanted
direct, human appreciation. After the failure of the effort both he and
Rose had made to break through the wall of embarrassment and reserve
that kept them apart, he knew pretty definitely that he wanted a woman,
and the idea, once fixed in his mind, grew to gigantic proportions. All
women became interesting, and he looked with hungry eyes at the wives
of the workmen who sometimes came to the shop door to pass a word with
their husbands, at young farm girls who drove along Turner's Pike on
summer afternoons, town girls who walked in the Bidwell Main Street in
the evening, at fair women and dark women. As he wanted a woman more
consciously and determinedly he became more afraid of individual women.
His success and his association with the workmen in his shop had made
him less self-conscious in the presence of men, but the women were
different. In their presence he was ashamed of his secret thoughts of
them.
On the day when he was left alone with Clara, Tom Butterworth and Alfred
Buckley stayed at the back of the shop for nearly twenty minutes. It
was a hot day and beads of sweat stood on Hugh's face. His sleeves were
rolled to his elbows and his hands and hairy arms were covered with shop
grime. He put up his hand to wipe the sweat from his forehead, leaving
a long, black mark. Then he became aware of the fact that as she talked
the woman looked at him in an absorbed, almost calculating way. It was
as though he were a horse and she were a buyer examining him to be sure
he was sound and of a kindly disposition. While she stood beside him her
eyes were shining and her cheeks were flushed. The awakening, assertive
male thing in him whispered that the flush on her cheeks and the shining
eyes were indicative of something. His mind had been taught that lesson
by the slight and wholly unsatisfactory experience with the school
teacher at his boarding-house.
Clara drove away from the shop with her father and Alfred Buckley. Tom
drove and Alfred Buckley leaned forward and talked. “You must find out
whether or not Steve has an option on the new tool. It would be foolish
to ask outright and give ourselves away. That inventor is stupid and
vain. Those fellows always are. They appear to be quiet and shrewd, but
they always let the cat out of the bag. The thing to do is to flatter
him in some way. A woman could find out all he knows in ten minutes.” He
turned to Clara and smiled. There was something infinitely impertinent
in the fixed, animal-like stare of his eyes. “We do take you into our
plans, your father and me, eh?” he said. “You must be careful not to
give us away when you talk to that inventor.”
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