Hugh did not eat lunch that day nor did he go to the farmhouse or return
to work at the shop. He walked, but this time did not walk in country
roads where male and female birds dart in and out of bushes. An intense
desire to know something intimate and personal concerning men and women
and the lives they led in their houses had taken possession of him. He
walked in the daylight up and down in the streets of Bidwell.
To the right, over the bridge leading out of Turner's Road, the main
street of Bidwell ran along a river bank. In that direction the hills
out of the country to the south came down to the river's edge and there
was a high bluff. On the bluff and back of it on a sloping hillside many
of the more pretentious new houses of the prosperous Bidwell citizens
had been built. Facing the river were the largest houses, with grounds
in which trees and shrubs had been planted and in the streets along the
hill, less and less pretentious as they receded from the river, were
other houses built and being built, long rows of houses, long streets of
houses, houses in brick, stone, and wood.
Hugh went from the river front back into this maze of streets and
houses. Some instinct led him there. It was where the men and women
of Bidwell who had prospered and had married went to live, to make
themselves houses. His father-in-law had offered to buy him a river
front place and already that meant much in Bidwell.
He wanted to see women who, like Clara, had got themselves husbands,
what they were like. “I've seen enough of men,” he thought half
resentfully as he went along.
All afternoon he walked in streets, going up and down before houses in
which women lived with their men. A detached mood had possession of
him. For an hour he stood under a tree idly watching workmen engaged in
building another house. When one of the workmen spoke to him he walked
away and went into a street where men were laying a cement pavement
before a completed house.
In a furtive way he kept looking about for women, hungering to see their
faces. “What are they up to? I'd like to find out,” his mind seemed to
be saying.
The women came out of the doors of the houses and passed him as he went
slowly along. Other women in carriages drove in the streets. They were
well-dressed women and seemed sure of themselves. “Things are all right
with me. For me things are settled and arranged,” they seemed to say.
All the streets in which he walked seemed to be telling the story of
things settled and arranged. The houses spoke of the same things. “I am
a house. I am not built until things are settled and arranged. I mean
that,” they said.
Hugh grew very tired. In the later afternoon a small bright-eyed
woman--no doubt she had been one of the guests at his wedding
feast--stopped him. “Are you planning to buy or build up our way, Mr.
McVey?” she asked. He shook his head. “I'm looking around,” he said and
hurried away.
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