As he stood outside the door of his daughter's room, the farmer felt as
he had felt that evening long before when he followed his wife along
the road. When on the porch downstairs he had looked up suddenly and had
seen the gesture made by the farm hand, he had also looked quickly at
his daughter. She looked confused and, he thought, guilty. “Well, it
is the same thing over again,” he thought bitterly, “like mother, like
daughter--they are both of the same stripe.” Getting quickly out of his
chair he had followed the young man into the road and had discharged
him. “Go, to-night. I don't want to see you on the place again,” he
said. In the darkness before the girl's room he thought of many bitter
things he wanted to say. He forgot she was a girl and talked to her
as he might have talked to a mature, sophisticated, and guilty woman.
“Come,” he said, “I want to know the truth. If you have been with that
farm hand you are starting young. Has anything happened between you?”
Clara walked to the door and confronted her father. The hatred of him,
born in that hour and that never left her, gave her strength. She did
not know what he was talking about, but had a keen sense of the fact
that he, like the stupid, young man in the shed, was trying to violate
something very precious in her nature. “I don't know what you are
talking about,” she said calmly, “but I know this. I am no longer a
child. Within the last week I've become a woman. If you don't want me in
your house, if you don't like me any more, say so and I'll go away.”
The two people stood in the darkness and tried to look at each other.
Clara was amazed by her own strength and by the words that had come
to her. The words had clarified something. She felt that if her father
would but take her into his arms or say some kindly understanding word,
all could be forgotten. Life could be started over again. In the future
she would understand much that she had not understood. She and her
father could draw close to each other. Tears came into her eyes and a
sob trembled in her throat. As her father, however, did not answer her
words and turned to go silently away, she shut the door with a loud
bang and afterward lay awake all night, white and furious with anger and
disappointment.
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