African American men -- Fiction; Charleston (S.C.) -- Fiction; Love stories; People with disabilities -- Fiction
The big negress shuffled away to her room, leaving Porgy alone in the
gloom.
The bent, solitary figure raised its eyes to the square of sky, with its
bewildering profusion of stars, that fitted like a lid over the high rim
of the court. There were no sounds except a weary land breeze that
fingered the lichens on the south wall, and a whisper from the bay, as
the tide lifted its row of shells and pebbles a notch further up the
littered beach.
Now that all human companionship had been withdrawn, the watcher felt
strangely alone, and smaller than the farthest star or most diminutive
shell. Like a caged squirrel, his tired mind spun the rounds of his
three alternatives: First, the white man’s science, gaunt, clean, and
mysterious, with the complete and awful magistracy which it assumed over
the luckless bodies that fell into its possession. He knew that it
returned some healed in body. He knew that others had passed into its
portals, and had been obliterated utterly. Then his second alternative:
the white man’s God, vague and abstract as the wind that moved among the
lichens, with his Jesus, who could stir him suddenly to his most
beautiful songs and make his heart expand until, for a moment, it
embraced all mankind with compassionate love, but who passed, as the
wind passes, leaving him cold and disillusioned. One of these he must
choose, or else turn his face back to the old blurred trail that
receded, down, down, down to the beginning of things: to the symbols one
might hold, tangible and terrifying; to the presciences that shuddered
like dawn at the back of the brain and told one what to do without the
process of thought.
As though bent beneath a great physical weight, Porgy sat without
moving, until the pattern on his glittering ceiling had changed and
shifted. Then he lifted his face slowly, drew his sleeve across his
moist forehead, and entered his room.
§
Just before sunrise Porgy left his room and hitched up his goat. In the
upper air over Catfish Row a single buzzard hung poised. Slowly it
careened to a current of air, and its belly and under-wings lit to a
ruddy glory from the sun, which was still below the horizon. Porgy saw
it and winced. But as he went about his task there was no indecision in
his face. He harnessed the goat with steady hands, drove out of the
court and to the pier-head.
He experienced no difficulty in finding his man. Mingo accepted the
mission and the handful of pennies and nickels; and Porgy, having closed
the bargain, returned at once to the court.
Maria was opening her shop as he entered, and paused with a shutter in
her hands. She could scarcely believe her eyes. The beggar’s face was
bright, and he was humming a tune.
“Wut de news?” she asked. “Bess done git well?”
“Not jus’ yit,” he replied. “But I done had me a dream las’ night; an’
de dream say tuh sen’ tuh de conjer ’oman; an’ Bess goin’ break she
feber tuhnight.”
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