City and town life -- Fiction; United States -- Fiction
Hennion felt brutally master of the situation. There seemed something
unfair in his greater size, his colder nerves and more untroubled brain,
unfair to the little man opposite, with his hot impulses, his sad and
sordid tragedy. Hennion felt so much at ease as to wonder why he did
not feel more repulsion for Wood's murderer, and consoled himself by
thinking Wood himself had been tolerant of hostilities and extremities,
and would probably feel no repulsion for Hicks. Perhaps the key to Hicks
was that he was created without tolerance. He was made up of intense
convictions and repulsions and inflamed nerves. Whatever goal his
purpose fixed on would become a white-hot point, blinding him to
circumstances. And this focussing nature, which acted like a lens to
contract general heat into a point of fire, was a natural phenomenon in
dynamics. It seemed a characteristic of better service for starting a
fire, and furnishing the first impulse of a social movement, than for
running steady machinery. Some people claimed that society was running
down and needed a new impulse. If so, it needed the Hicks type. If not,
the trouble with Hicks might be that he was a phenomenon occurring at
the wrong time, a fire that had to be put out.
“You ask me!”
“Then it does seem queer? But I ask it. Could a man be a party boss, and
satisfy you?”
Hicks' gaze was now troubled and wild, as if he were trying to find
the centre of the conception with his focus, and could not; as if the
attempt to look at the conception with other than a set hostility was
to break up the organisation of his mind. He drew back, his finger nails
scratching across the table, and hid his face. Hennion rose.
“I beg your pardon.”
“You ask me!”
“Well, I don't think your method is the right one. If a clock's out of
order, I don't think shooting into it is the right method. I dare say it
expresses the way a man feels, but I don't see that it mends the clock.
But if I were undertaking to mend it, and didn't know any too much about
it, I might like to ask the man that was for shooting what his idea
was. I told you I had a selfish thirst for knowledge. Under the
circumstances, I beg your pardon.”
“Why do you ask me?” Hicks' fingers shook on the table. “There's a man
who can tell you. He can lead you. He led me, when I wasn't a fool.”
“Who? You mean Aidee?”
Hicks nodded, and fell to glowering at his nervous fingers, absent and
brooding.
“He didn't tell you to shoot Wood. I know better than that.”
“No, he didn't.”
“Why, there's another thing I'd like to know. What did Aidee do?”
“Do! He held me back! He was always holding me back! I couldn't stand
it!” he cried sharply, and a flash of anger and impatience went over his
face. “He shouldered me like a log of wood on his back. Maybe I liked
that papoose arrangement, with a smothered damn fire in the heart of me.
No, I didn't! I had to break loose or turn charcoal.”
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