Left alone he slowly unpacked. He liked unpacking and putting things
away. It was packing that he detested. He had a few things with him that
he always carried when he travelled--a red leather writing-case, a
little Japanese fisherman in coloured ivory, two figures in red amber,
photographs of his sisters in a silver frame. He put out these little
things on a table of white wood near his bed, not from any affectation,
but because when they were there the room seemed to understand him, to
settle about him with a little sigh as though it granted him
citizenship--for so long as he wished to stay. Then there were his
prints. He took out four, the Lepère "St. Gilles," Strang's "Etcher,"
the Rembrandt "Flight into Egypt" and the Whistler "Drury Lane." The
Strang he had on one side of the looking-glass, the "Drury Lane" on the
other, the "Flight into Egypt" at the back of the writing-table, whither
he might glance across the room at it as he lay in bed, the "St. Gilles"
close to him near to the red writing-case and the ivory fisherman.
He sighed with satisfaction as, sitting down on his bed, he looked at
them. He felt that he needed them to-night as he had never needed them
before. The sense of excited anticipation that had increased with him
all day was now surely approaching its climax. That excitement had in it
the strangest mixture of delight, sensuous thrill and something that was
nothing but panicky terror. Yes, he was frightened. Of what? Of whom? He
could not tell. But only as he looked across the room at those familiar
scenes, at the massive dark tree of the "St. Gilles" with the hot road,
the high comfortable hedge, the happy figures, at the adorable face of
the donkey in the Rembrandt, at the little beings so marvellously placed
under the dancing butterfly in the Whistler, at the strong, homely,
friendly countenance of Strang himself, he felt as he had so often felt
before, that those beautiful things were trying themselves to reassure
him, to tell him, that they did not change nor alter and that where he
would be there they would be too.
He took Maradick's letter from his pocket and read it again. Here he
was--now what must happen next? He would dress now at once for dinner
and then walk in the garden before the light began to fail. Or no.
Wasn't he to go down into the town after dinner and to see this dance,
to share in it even? Hadn't Maradick said that was what, above all else,
he must do?
And then what was this about a Minstrels' Gallery somewhere? He would
have a bath, change his linen, and then begin his explorations. He
undressed, found the bathroom, enjoyed himself for twenty minutes or
more, then slipped back across the passage into his room again. It was
now nearly seven o'clock. As he was dressing the sun was getting low in
the sky. A beam of sunshine caught the intent gaze of Strang, who seemed
to lean across his etching board as though to tell him, to reassure him,
to warn him. . . .
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