"For instance, I have taken a fancy to you, my friend. A real fancy. I
liked you from the first moment that I saw you. I don't know when, so
suddenly, I have taken a fancy to any one. But to care for you deeply,
first--yes, first--I would show you the meaning of pain. . . ." Here his
body suddenly quivered from the feet to the head. ". . . And I could
not, liking you so much, do that unless you were seriously to annoy me,
interfere in any way with my simple plans"--the hands pressed deeply
into the shoulders--"yes, only then could we come really to know one
another . . . after such a crisis what friends we might be, sharing our
power together! What friends! Dear me! Dear me!"
He moved away, turning to the table, looking down on the prints that
were spread out there.
"Yes, yes, I could show you then my power." His voice vibrated with
sudden excitement. "You think me absurd. Yes, yes, you do. You do. Don't
deny it now. As though I couldn't perceive it. Do you think me so
stupid? Absurd, with my ridiculous hair, my ugly body. Oh! I know! You
can't hide it from me. You laugh like the rest. Secretly, you laugh. You
are smiling behind your hand. Well, smile then, but how foolish of you
to be so taken in by physical appearances. Do you know my power? Do you
know what I could do to you now by merely clapping my hands?
"If my fingers were at your throat, at your breast, and you could not
move but must wait my wish, my plan for you, would you think me then so
absurd, my figure, my hair, ridiculous? You would be as though in the
hands of a god. I should be as a god to you to do with you what I
wished. . . .
"What is there that is so beautiful that I, ugly as I am, cannot do as I
wish with it? This----" Suddenly he took up the "Orvieto" and held it
forward under the candle-light. "This is one of the most beautiful things
of its kind that man has ever made, and I--am I not one of the ugliest
human beings at whom men laugh?--well, would you see my power over it? I
have it in my hands. It is mine. It is mine. I can destroy it in one
instant----"
The beautiful thing shook in his hand. To Harkness it seemed suddenly to
be endued with a human vitality. He saw it--the high sharp razor-edged
rocks, the town so confidingly resting on that strength, all the daily
life at the foot, the oxen, the peasants, the lovely flame-like trees,
the shining reaches of valley beyond, all radiating the heat of that
Italian summer.
He sprang to his feet. "Don't touch it!" he cried. "Leave it! Leave it!"
Crispin tore it into a thousand pieces, wrenching it, snapping at it
with his fingers like an animal. The pieces flaked the air. A white
shower circled in the candle-light then scattered about the table, about
the floor.
Something died.
A clock somewhere struck half-past twelve.
Crispin moved from the table. Very gently, almost beseechingly, he
looked into Harkness's face.
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