But a sudden determination flamed up in Harkness that it should be he,
and none other, that should fetch Hesther Crispin.
"No, I'll go. There's no need for you to come though. We'll be back here
in ten minutes. I'll see that she gets down all right."
"Very well," said Dunbar. "But look after her. She's not so good a
climber as she thinks she is."
So Harkness started off. He waved his hand to Dunbar who was now busied
with the boat, and began his climb. He stumbled over the wet rocks,
nearly fell once or twice, and then came to the little path. His thought
now was all of Hesther. He played with his imagination, picturing to
himself that he was going right out of the world to some unknown heights
where she awaited him, having chosen him out of all the world, and there
they would live together, alone, happy always in one another's
company. . . .
What a fool he was when she was married, and, even if she freed herself
from that horrid encumbrance, had that boy down there in the Cove
waiting for her. But he could not help his own state. It did no harm. He
told no one. It was so new for him, this rich thrilling tingle of
emotion at the thought of some other human being, something so different
from his love for his sisters and his admiration for his friends. And
to-night from first to last there had been all the time this same
_tingling_ of experience. From his first getting into the train until
now he had seemed to be in direct contact with life, contact with all
the wrappers off, with nothing in between him and it!
That he must never lose again. After this night he must never slip back
to that old half-life with its dilettante pleasures, its mild
disappointments, its vague sense of exile. He could not have Hesther for
himself, but, at least, he could live the full life that she and her
country had shown to him.
"Ours is a great wild country. . . ." Never back to the level plains
again!
Full of these fine brave exulting thoughts he had climbed a very
considerable way when--suddenly the path was gone. There was no path, no
rocks, no hillside, no Cove, no sea, no stars--nothing. He was standing
on air. The fog in one second had crept upon him. Not the thin glassy
mist of twenty minutes ago but a thick, dense, blinding fog that hemmed
in like walls of wadding on every side. In the sudden panic his legs
gave way and he fell on to his knees and hands, clutching both sides of
the narrow path, staring desperately before him. He heard the Liddon
bell, as it seemed, quite close to his side, ringing down upon him.
IV
His first thought was of Hesther--then of Dunbar. Here they were all
three of them, separated. The fog might last for hours.
He called, "Dunbar! Dunbar! Dunbar!"
The bell echoed him, mocking him, "Dunbar! Dunbar! Dunbar!"
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