Very cautiously he climbed upon his feet, steadying himself. The wind
seemed completely to have died, and the sea sent up now only a faint
rustle, like the mysterious movement of some hidden woman's dress, but
the fog was so thick that it seemed to embrace Harkness ever more
tightly--and it was cold with a bitter piercing chill. Harkness called
again, "Dunbar! Dunbar!" listened, and then, as there was no kind of
answer, began to move slowly forward.
Once, many years before, when a small boy at his private school, there
had been an hour that every week he had feared beforehand with a panic
dread. This had been the time of the fire-escape practice, when the
boys, from some second floor window, were pushed down, feet foremost,
into a long canvas funnel through which they slipped safely to the
ground. The passing through this funnel was only of a moment's duration,
but that moment to Harkness had been terrible in its nightmare stifling
sense, pressing blinding confinement. Something of that he felt now. He
seemed to be compelled to push against blankets of cold damp
obstruction. The Fog assumed a personality, and it was a personality
strangely connected in Harkness's confused brain with that little
red-headed man who seemed now always to be pursuing him. He was
somewhere there in the fog; it was part of his game that he was playing
with Harkness, and he could hear that sweet melodious voice whispering:
"Pain, you know. Pain. That's the thing to teach you what life really
means. You'll be thankful to me before I've done with you. You shouldn't
have interfered with my plans, you know. I warned you not to."
He tried to drive down his fancies and to control his body. That was his
trouble--that every limb, every nerve, every muscle, seemed to be
asserting its own independent life. His legs now--they belonged to him,
but never would you have supposed it. His arms tugged away from him as
though striving to be free. He was not trained for this kind of thing--a
cultured American gentleman with two sisters who read papers to women's
clubs in Oregon.
He beat down his imagination. He had been crawling on his hands and his
knees, and now he put out one hand and touched space. His heart gave a
sickening bound and lay still. Which way went the path, to right or to
left? He tried to throw his memory back and recapture the shape of it.
There had been a sharp curve somewhere as it bent out towards the sea,
but he did not know how far now he had gone. He strained with his eyes
but could see nothing but the wall of grey. Should he wait there until
the fog cleared or Dunbar came to him: but the fog might be there for
hours, and Dunbar might never come. No, he must not wait. The thought of
Hesther alone in the fog, fearing every moment recapture by the
Crispins, filled with every terror that her loneliness could breed in
her, spurred him on. He _must_ reach her, whatever the risk.
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