Pray You, Sir, Whose Daughter?Gardener, Helen H. (Helen Hamilton)
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Pray You, Sir, Whose Daughter?
Gardener, Helen H. (Helen Hamilton)
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"There is no companionship between two people who look upon life so
unequally. Those who know all about the world that contains the Spillini
family and those who know nothing of such a world are very far apart in
thought and in development There is no mental comradeship. I feel very
far from my father to-night for the first time--mamma and I. I have
looked at her all the evening in wonder--and at him. I wonder how they
have contrived to live so far apart. How could he help sharing his views
and knowledge of life with her, if he thinks her and wishes her to be
his real companion and comrade. I could not live that way."
She seemed to have forgotten the newer, nearer question, in
contemplating the problem that had startled her earlier in the evening.
John Martin thought it was all a bit of kind-hearted acting to cover
his retreat. He dropped her hand. A man-servant was holding his coat. He
thrust his arms in and took his hat.
"Will you take me to see the Spillini family _tomorrow?_" asked a soft
voice from the portière. A great wave of joy rushed over John Martin. He
did not know why.
"Yes," he said, in a tone that was so distinctly happy that the
man-servant stared. The folds of the portière fell together and John
Martin passed out onto Fifth Avenue, in an ecstasy.
He is willing to share his knowledge of life with me--of life as he sees
and knows it--she thought, as she lay awake that night. He does not wish
to live on one plane and have me live on another. That looks like real
love. Poor mamma! Poor papa! How far apart they are. To him life is a
real thing. He knows its meaning and what it holds. She only knows a
shell that is furbished up and polished to attract the eye of children.
It is as if he were reading a book to her in a language he understood
and she did not. The sound would be its entire message to her, while he
gathered in and kept to himself all the meaning of the words--the force
of the thoughts. How can they bear such isolation. How can they? she
thought with a new feeling of passionate protest that mingled with her
dreams.
III.
"Sure an' I'd like to die meself if dyin' wasn't so costly," remarked
Mrs. Spillini, as she gazed with tear-stained eyes at the little body
that occupied the only chair in the dismal room. "Do the best we kin,
buryin' the baby is goin' to cost more than we made all winter out o'
all three boarders. Havin' the baby cost a dreadful lot altogether, an'
now it's dyin's a dreadful pull agin."
Gertrude Foster opened her Russian leather purse and Mrs. Spillini's
eyes brightened shrewdly. There was no need for the hesitancy and choice
of words that gave the young girl so much care and pain. Familiarity
with all the mean and gross of life from childhood until one is the
mother of six living and four dead children, does not leave the finest
edge of sentiment and pride upon the poverty-cursed victims of fate.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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