Divorce -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Virginia -- Fiction
Thorne leaned on the fence of the field where he had first seen
Pocahontas, and went over his former experience of love. What a
miserable thing it had been, at best! How feverish, vapory and
unsatisfying! What a wretched fiasco his marriage had proved! And yet
he had loved his wife! Her beauty was of a type that insures its
possessor love of a certain sort--not the best, but strong enough to
stand the wear and tear of well-to-do existence, if only it is
returned. If Ethel had loved him, Thorne would have held to his lot,
and munched his husks, if not with relish, certainly with decency and
endurance. But Ethel did not love him.
Their marriage, from Ethel's standpoint, had been mercantile; for his
wealth and position, she had willingly bartered her youth and beauty,
and if he would have been content with face value, she would have been
content. Why should people trouble the depths of life when the surface
was so pleasant and satisfying? She liked Thorne well enough, but his
ceaseless craving for congeniality, deep affection, community of
interest, and the like, wearied, bored and baffled her. Why should
they care for the same things, cultivate similar tastes, have
corresponding aspirations? If they differed in thought and life and
expression, let them differ--it was of no consequence. She found her
husband's exactions tiresome. He had her birthright, she had his
pottage; let the matter end there, and each be satisfied.
But Thorne was _not_ satisfied. He had married a transcendently
beautiful woman, but he had no wife. Half the men of his acquaintance
envied him, but he did not rejoice, nor plume himself. He wanted his
wife to lean on him, to clothe the strength of his manhood with the
grace of her womanhood--and his wife showed herself not only capable of
standing alone, but of pushing him away with both hands. His mood
underwent many changes, and finally he let her go, with some disgust,
and a deep inward curse at his past folly. It was not a pleasant
retrospect.
Night had fallen; the air was still and brooding; across the sky
scudded ragged masses of clouds, advanced guard of the storm that was
mustering along the horizon; everywhere there was a feeling that
foreboded snow. In the sky, few stars were visible, and those
glimmered with a cold, wan light; at the zenith a solitary planet
burned steadfastly. The road stretched away into the night; it was
dark under the trees beside the fence; away in the distance the echo of
footsteps sounded.
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