"Your plain and simple duty. I would like you to give up all idea of
wasting your time in that way from now on," said the mother
deliberately.
"Won’t you even let me write a little to amuse myself in my spare time?"
asked the girl piteously.
"Your spare time!" echoed the mother impatiently. "What spare time have
poor people such as we are? What spare time have I? Here are we with
this great boarding-house on our hands, twenty-three boarders to be made
comfortable, kept in good temper, fed, housed, boarded--everything to be
done for them, and I have to do it. Why, in the time that you waste
over those stories, you might make yourself a brilliant pianist, and
play in the evening to them. Then you would be of some use."
"I don’t think," said Nancy, "that anything will ever make me a
brilliant pianist, Mother. There’s no music in me--not of that kind,
and I don’t think that the boarders would like me half as well if I went
and strummed on the drawing-room piano every evening for an hour or two,
I really don’t, Mother."
"No, you know better than I do, of course. That is the way with the
young people of the present day. You are all alike. Ah, it was
different when I was a girl. I would no more have dreamed of defying my
mother as you defy me----"
"Mother, I don’t defy you," Nancy broke in indignantly. "I never defied
you in my life. I never thought of such a thing."
"Don’t you write stories in defiance of my wishes?" Mrs. Macdonald
asked, dropping the tragedy air, and putting the question in a plain,
every-day, businesslike tone.
At this, Nancy Macdonald flushed a deep full red, a blush of shame it
was, or what felt like shame, and as it slowly faded away until her face
was a dull greyish white, all hope for that gift which was as the very
mainspring of her life, seemed to shrink and die within her.
"Mother," she said at last, in a firm tone, "I will do what you wish. I
will give up writing, I promise you, from this time forward, and I will
not write at all while I have any duty left in the day. You will not
mind my doing a little when I have seen the after dinner coffee served,
will you?"
"That means, I suppose," said Mrs. Macdonald rather tartly, "that you
will sit up half the night ruining your health, spoiling your eyesight,
wasting my gas, and making it perfectly impossible that you should get
up in good time in the morning."
"Mother," said the girl, in a most piteous tone, "when I am once late in
the morning, I will promise you to give it up altogether, and for ever;
more than that I cannot say. As you said just now, it is a hard life
here, and we have not very much leisure time; but, I implore you, do not
take my one delight and pleasure from me altogether!"
"If you put it in that way," said Mrs. Macdonald rather grudgingly, "of
course, we can but try the experiment; but what good, I ask you, Nancy,
do you think will ever come of it!"
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