if you like; but I shall not send it until I hear from you.
‘Ever your devoted
‘HUGO.’
Sebastian put the letter down, the smile fading from his face. The
meeting with a strange girl, a passing likeness, had set Hugo’s memory
working; had prompted him to write words which seemed striking to
Sebastian. He had thought, more than once--often--of Helena Spenceley,
but he had never seen her since, with disasters falling thick upon
her young head, she, with her mother, had left Thanshope. They had
gone to Manchester, he had heard. Once or twice he had asked his
mother if she had not heard from Helena, for he remembered that Mrs.
Mallory had told him how Helena had been a ‘kind of daughter’ to her;
but she had composedly answered ‘No,’ and had added that she did not
know their address, and had reason to think they did not wish to keep
up any of their old Thanshope acquaintances, which, she feelingly
added, was really very natural under the circumstances. At the time
of their departure, business had pressed upon Sebastian, as it had
continued to press upon him ever since. He had been smarting under the
disappointment of his refusal by Adrienne. Helena and her misfortunes
had touched him deeply; her calmness, and the real heroism with which
she met her fate, had impressed him. He had firmly intended that he
should not be one of the Thanshope acquaintances whom they dropped
entirely; but, by some means, they had slipped out of his ken, and
he had not been able to find them again. Yet, many a time, Helena’s
beautiful face had seemed to start up before his eyes, at strange
moments: sometimes when he was most busy, sometimes when he was in one
of his rare idle moods. Sometimes a song or a strain of music would
summon up the vision; sometimes in a busy street, or in a silent hour,
it would hover before him. This morning, after reading Hugo’s letter,
he saw it more strongly than ever; but with the strength of will which
belongs to daylight and activity, he thrust it away, and took up his
other letter.
It was from his old friend, Herr Süsmeyer, who asked him if he was
never coming to see him again, and added, that he expected his son home
some time during the autumn, to take his place in the business. There
were further domestic details, and then the remark, ‘Young Heywood,
whom you sent here to me, is my right hand, now that I am somewhat
laid up; but he has been invaluable ever since he fairly mastered the
language. I should like to speak to you about him too. There will have
to be some change when Julius returns.’
‘Julius will return, will he?’ murmured Sebastian to himself. ‘And
Heywood is invaluable. He has gained the old man’s affections, and has
not hardened his heart against him, or indeed against any one but me.
But I know the reason, and can forgive him. It is an old story now.
Still, if ever I had the chance, I should like to test once again his
feelings, and see if he is as stiffnecked as ever.’
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