Problematic Characters: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Problematic Characters: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
Fiction
"Thanks! many thanks!" said the latter, taking the note. "The
acquaintance with such a man may become very useful to me."
"Most assuredly. Speak quite candidly with him, without any reserve
whatever, and then you may feel assured that he will not conceal from
you anything that is in his heart. Perhaps he will advise you to go at
once to a larger University, as, for instance, that at the capital. You
must follow his advice."
"_Nous verrons! nous verrons!_" said Mr. Bemperlein. "But here we are
at the park gate. Won't you come in?"
"No, no," replied Oswald, hastily. "I must get back to Grenwitz."
"Well, then, farewell! As soon as I have installed Julius in Grunwald,
and as soon as I have obtained all the information I want from Berger,
I shall be back again to take formal leave. In the mean time, farewell,
my dear sir."
"Good-by, good-by!" said Oswald, pressing Bemperlein's hand, and then
Julius', and taking Bruno back with him into the forest, as if an angel
with a flaming sword was keeping watch at the park-gates of Berkow.
CHAPTER XIX.
The boy and he walked for a time in silence through the wood. Bruno was
too proud to begin a conversation with one who seemed to have forgotten
him entirely, and Oswald was too busy with his own thoughts.... Every
person with whom we happen to come in contact is a mirror which
reflects our own image, and Oswald had beheld his own face in the
crystal clear mirror of that man's pure, childlike soul--but how
beheld? torn by passion, darkened by doubt, so that he was startled.
"And this man," he said to himself, "comes to you for advice! the
seeing to the blind, the healthy to the sick! He discovers an error in
the account of his life, and he sits down and counts and counts till
the sum is right, and all is smooth and as it ought to be again, while
you, you rush through life like a reckless merchant, adding debt to
debt, rushing from one speculation into another, unconcerned about the
day of reckoning. That man would sooner cut off his right hand than use
it to seize anything which he has not earned in the sweat of his
face--you accept the gifts of the golden Aphrodite, and whatever else
kind fate offers you, as if it were due to you, and grumble to find it
not more than it is. Now you are already dissatisfied with Melitta's
love, for which you ought to thank her on your knees; now you want her
to have loved you before she knew you, or at least to drown all
recollection of this man. 'If I could kill memory,' she said. Well,
what is indifferent to us we forget easily enough, and what we do not
and cannot forget--that is not indifferent to us. Then she hates this
man? But hatred is the brother of sweet love! Perhaps she loves him
still?--And where did he come from just now? From her! No doubt--Bruno,
does this byroad lead anywhere else, except to Berkow?"
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