Proceedings of the Association for Promoting the Discovery of the Interior Parts of Africa [1790]Association for Promoting the Discovery of the Interior Parts of Africa
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Proceedings of the Association for Promoting the Discovery of the Interior Parts of Africa [1790]
Association for Promoting the Discovery of the Interior Parts of Africa
Africa -- Description and travel
“Money! it is a vile slave!—I have at present an œconomy of a
more exalted kind to observe. I have the eyes of some of the first
men of the first kingdom on earth turned upon me. I am engaged
by those very men, in the most important object that any private
individual can be engaged in: I have their approbation to acquire,
or to lose; and their esteem also, which I prize beyond every thing,
except the independent idea of serving mankind. Should rashness or
desperation carry me through, whatever fame the vain and injudicious
might bestow, I should not accept of it;—it is the good and great
I look to: fame from them bestowed is altogether different, and is
closely allied to a well-done from God: but rashness will not be
likely to carry me through any more than timid caution. To find the
necessary medium of conduct, to vary and apply it to contingencies,
is the œconomy I allude to; and if I succeed by such means, men
of sense in any succeeding epoch will not blush to follow me, and
perfect those Discoveries I have only abilities to trace out roughly,
or, a disposition to attempt.
“A Turkish sopha has no charms for me: if it had, I could soon
obtain one here. I could to-morrow take the command of the best
armament of Ishmael Bey.—I should be sure of success, and its
consequential honours. Believe me, a single well-done from your
Association has more worth in it to me, than all the trappings of the
East; and what is still more precious, is, the pleasure I have in the
justification of my own conduct at the tribunal of my own heart.”
To those who have never seen Mr. LEDYARD, it may not, perhaps,
be uninteresting to know, that his person, though scarcely
exceeding the middle size, was remarkably expressive of activity
and strength; and that his manners, though unpolished, were neither
uncivil nor unpleasing. Little attentive to difference of rank, he
seemed to consider all men as his equals, and as such he respected
them. His genius, though uncultivated and irregular, was original and
comprehensive. Ardent in his wishes, yet calm in his deliberations;
daring in his purposes, but guarded in his measures; impatient of
controul, yet capable of strong endurance; adventurous beyond the
conception of ordinary men, yet wary and considerate, and attentive to
all precautions, he appeared to be formed by Nature for atchievements
of hardihood and peril.
They who compare the extent of his pilgrimage through the vast regions
of Tartary with the scantiness of his funds, will naturally ask,
by what means he obtained a subsistence on the road? All that I
have ever learned from him on the subject, was, that his sufferings
were excessive, and that more than once he owed his life to the
compassionate temper of the women. This last remark is strongly
confirmed by the following Extract from his account of his Siberian
Tour:
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