Children -- Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction; Children's stories; Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction
That gentleman was as much in love with Esther as he ever could be
with anybody besides himself. Since first he had been conscious of
existence, he had never forgotten himself long enough to be absorbed in
anything or anybody. His own pleasure was the chief end of his life.
Yet he had no vices; his narrow, cold nature did not tempt him in the
direction that larger natures are tempted. The world called him a fine,
moral young man. They did not know he was selfish, domineering and
conceited; his nearest friends would scarcely admit it to themselves.
He enjoyed ruling over anything; he took pleasure in his many pets
when a boy, chiefly for the sake of training and ordering about a
parrot, or dog, or pony; and a tyrannical master he made. As a man, he
retained the characteristic. At this time he had just returned from a
four years' course of study in Europe, his education completed, and his
self-conceit intolerable. He felt competent to sit in judgment upon
the creations of genius in art and literature or in anything under
the sun, as well as to direct, advise, suggest and control the mental
food of all the young ladies of his acquaintance. He at once became
an oracle among them. The book he approved was largely read, and the
book he condemned was shunned. Whoever differed in opinion from him he
considered devoid of fine taste. Solomon must have had this young man
in mind when he wrote, "Seest thou a man wise in his own conceit, there
is more hope of a fool than of him."
When Mr. Langdon met Esther, he pronounced her a "fine creature," and
declared he would like the training of her, much as he would have
spoken of Frisk, his black colt. He was not aware that he needed to
be put in training himself and taught by Mr. Ruskin how to reverence
womanhood.
That she seemed indifferent to him was all the more reason for choosing
her. It was refreshing to find a girl who required to be won, and did
not hold her heart in her hand ready to bestow it for the asking.
It was a gloomy, rainy afternoon in autumn that Esther, sitting alone
in the library, was surprised by a call from Mr. Langdon. She was
smarting under some hateful words of Sophy's, and thinking drearily
that there was not a single person on the earth who cared very much
whether she lived or died, when, behold! here came one, offering love,
home, an honorable name, everything that a woman's heart could ask.
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