Children -- Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction; Children's stories; Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction
Ether was amazed. She had believed that Mr. Langdon simply admired her,
as he did a score of others. She was too young and unworldly to weigh
for a moment the advantages of position offered. He said he loved her,
and that was what her heart hungered for. Nobody had told her so since
her mother died. The tide of her feelings began to turn. How kind and
good he seemed. How could she ever have thought him otherwise? Then
she found herself in a whirl of thought. She was so very grateful to
him, but how could she marry anybody? Not for a great many years yet,
at least. Of course she must marry somebody—an orphan girl like her.
Perhaps she was beginning to care for him, for her feelings toward him
had changed within a few minutes. Still, it was all so different from
what she had thought it would be when that time should come in which
somebody brave and true would say these words to her. Was he brave
and true? Was he? Oh! If she had not to settle a great question. It
frightened her, and she was not glad, as she had dreamed she would be,
nor happy as girls in books were; but real life was never quite up to
books and stories, and Aunt Maria and Sophy would never forgive her if
she refused him, and—and—he said he loved her. What should she say to
him, sitting there looking down at her, waiting for her answer? What
could she say? "O, mother! What would you have me say?"
She made a lovely picture in the large chair before the fire, its light
glancing on her hair, her head leaning on her hand, the face sweet and
serious, like a troubled child's, and the eyes almost tearful. Mr.
Langdon resolved to have her painted in just that attitude immediately.
Her hesitation and long silence did not in the least annoy him; he
attributed it to maiden coyness. It almost amused him, he felt so
sure of her. It never entered his mind that she could refuse him, or,
indeed, that anybody could. And she did not; she promised she would be
his wife—when one hour before the thought of such a thing had never
come into her heart. So lightly and hastily are lifelong covenants
entered into!
Mr. Langdon was ten years older than Esther. He had always fancied
that he should choose a wife much younger than himself, it would be so
delightful to mould her unformed nature; in short, to make her over to
suit himself. So he set himself to the pleasant task at once. He had
not tact enough to wait until he had won the right, as he would say.
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