Children -- Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction; Children's stories; Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction
He was pedantic himself, so he wished his wife to shine in literary
society—to be able to discuss all isms and ologies, the merits and
demerits of all standard authors, ancient and modern, and quote freely
from their works. He brought her books and set her tasks, and made
her recite to him as if she were a schoolgirl. If she read aloud, he
criticised her elocution. If she played for him with ever so much
taste and skill, he found fault with the selection or gave a lecture
on style and delicacy of touch. Even the tenderest love ballad did not
escape. It was analyzed and measured by square and compass till all the
sweetness had gone out of it, and Esther felt vexed at having sung it,
or her voice was pronounced to be too sharp, the tones not pure; she
must begin at once to take lessons of some excellent master.
Esther bore it all meekly enough at first because of those precious
three words he had spoken to her. It was a wonderful, sacred thing,
somebody to love her, and she would endure much on that account even
though her own heart did not respond as she had striven to make it.
And, to tell the truth, she was slowly awakening to the fact that their
spirit and aims were so very unlike, that clashing was inevitable. Mr.
Langdon was more like a mentor than a lover, and she had an unpleasant
consciousness of being managed, and of continually yielding her will
to his, even in the matter of a ride, or a walk, or an evening's
entertainment, for it was contrary to his rule to do anything, or go
anywhere, that was not perfectly convenient and agreeable to himself.
They were not in sympathy on many points. She loved books and study and
music for themselves, but scorned the thought of learning anything for
the mere sake of displaying it. The pedantic airs Mr. Langdon assumed
used to amuse her, now, they mortified her.
There was yet another more important subject on which they differed.
Since the day of her first visit, Esther had gone often to see Mrs.
Lyman, and it was impossible to come into close contact with her sweet
spirit and strong faith without having the religious life quickened
and strengthened; so Mr. Langdon's views jarred her more than they
would have done a few months previous when she was a formal, worldly
Christian. He pronounced many of Esther's opinions to be "mere cant."
Some of the hymns she loved were "in very bad taste," "perfect trash,"
while the convictions of her tender conscience were "superstitions."
He assured her that the time would come when, as her mind became more
expanded and her tastes elevated, she would appreciate his criticisms.
This was too much, even though it were well seasoned with honeyed
words, and Esther's indignant protest warned Mr. Langdon not to be
too urgent in this direction. There was a limit even to meekness and
forbearance.
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