Proper pride : A novel. Volume 2 (of 3)Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
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Proper pride : A novel. Volume 2 (of 3)
Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
English fiction -- Irish authors
Then there had been that short trip through Normandy, and home by the
Channel Islands; and what a welcome she had received at Looton!--rich
and poor testified their regard for its master by the reception they
gave his bride. How proud he had seemed of her in those days, as,
dressed in one of Worth’s gowns, which he had helped to choose in
Paris, he led her up to the Duchess of Dover, who was giving a ball in
their honour--the very last she had been at. How she had enjoyed it
too, although Reginald never danced with her _once_, telling her, when
she remonstrated with him as they went home in the brougham, “That he
did not approve of bride and bridegroom dancing together, as they had
quite enough of each other’s company, and might spare a few hours to
the claims of society;” and he had cut short all her arguments with
a kiss. She remembered saying to him the day that Geoffrey had been
expected: “I suppose we may consider our honeymoon over now?” “No,”
he had replied, “I hope ours will last as long as we live, and that,
no matter what happens, we shall never love each other less than we
do at present. I can answer for myself, at any rate,” he had said
emphatically.
Rash promise! Three months of unutterable happiness, and all was over!
That he _had_ loved was certain. Never a very demonstrative lover;
yet a look, a word, a caress from him were ten times more precious
from their rarity, and because they bore the stamp of a tender, almost
reverent affection, than if another man of more shallow feelings had
overwhelmed her with perpetual adoration.
Such thoughts as these, and such happy recollections, only made the
contrast between past and present trebly painful. Day by day, Alice
became more miserably unhappy. She spent her time aimlessly wandering
about the woods or sitting indoors before the fire, with Tory on her
lap, talking half to him and half to herself. Society she had none:
with the exception of the clergyman’s family, the neighbours and county
held completely aloof, and left her entirely to her own devices. They
knew that Sir Reginald had gone abroad, that Looton was shut up. “There
is something very mysterious about the whole thing,” they said, “and we
will not be in a hurry to call on Lady Fairfax.”
Consequently Lady Fairfax was left entirely to herself.
At last Alice made up her mind to write to her husband. She could no
longer believe in that false marriage certificate; it was all a wicked
lie from first to last. Oh that she had thought so before! She had
determined to abase herself before him and entreat his pardon. These
feelings came to a climax one dim spring afternoon, and, hastily
glancing at the paper, she saw that it was mail-day. She had just half
an hour before post time, and so she hurriedly sat down and wrote a
short but truly penitent and loving letter to Sir Reginald (the fate of
which will afterwards be disclosed).
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