Proper pride : A novel. Volume 2 (of 3) — John Shaqi
Proper pride : A novel. Volume 2 (of 3)Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
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Proper pride : A novel. Volume 2 (of 3)
Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
English fiction -- Irish authors
“Oh Helen! do you really mean it?” she faltered.
“Yes, of course I do. He will go out into the world and mix in society,
where he will be made much of; petted by women, for whom a hero _has_
attractions. Basking in the world’s smiles, rich, handsome, and
successful, he will soon forget the proud, heartless, obstinate girl he
once called wife. All sympathy will be for him. For you, living here in
remote seclusion, eating your heart out with unavailing regrets, what
will you do? You will not even have the comfort of your own compassion;
all you can say will be, ‘It serves me right!’ And as year by year
snatches a portion of your youth and beauty from you, you will settle
down into a miserable, dejected, hopeless woman.”
“My goodness, Helen, what a horoscope! what a picture!”
“Then, Alice, unless you would see it a reality, be up and doing; rouse
yourself, endeavour to be the gay lighthearted Alice of former days.
Instead of cold looks and short answers, try once more smiles and
jests, assume a virtue if you have it not; get out some of your former
perfect wardrobe and make yourself as lovely as you can, and I promise
you you will find yourself much happier ere long. You _will_ make
an effort to make friends, will you not, my dear girl?” said Helen,
smoothing Alice’s shining hair and kissing her on the forehead. “As a
wife, it is your _duty_ to be submissive.”
“It is a very painful, difficult duty,” said Alice, laying her face
against Helen’s arm.
“Do you wish to lose him altogether, Alice?” exclaimed Helen
impatiently.
“No, no, I could not, I will not,” she whispered without raising her
head. During the last few moments Alice’s love and pride had struggled
in mortal conflict, and pride had been slain. After a silence of
nearly five minutes, she raised her head and stood up, and turning her
tear-stained colourless face to her cousin said:
“What shall I do if Reginald repulses me, as he most probably will,
since you say he is so angry?”
“Never mind; after all he is your husband, in spite of the folly you
both talk about ward and guardian. He is as much your husband as Mark
is mine, and you need not be bashful in making stray little advances to
him. It is not as if you were a stranger.”
“It will be just as bad as if he were. I told him we were to be
strangers for the future.”
“You told him _that_!” exclaimed Helen with a gesture of incredulity.
“I never heard of such madness--never! Impress upon him without delay
that you have exercised your sex’s privilege and changed your mind. Run
away now and get ready for dinner; the first bell was rung ten minutes
ago. And let me see that you will be a good sensible girl for once,
and, what is more important still, a good wife. Remember that we have
always to give in.”
“If you only had any idea of the task you have set me, and how small
and miserable I feel,” replied Alice, with her hand on the door-handle.
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