Proper pride : $b A novel. Volume 1 (of 3)Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
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Proper pride : $b A novel. Volume 1 (of 3)
Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
English fiction -- Irish authors
“What do you mean by bringing me here to ridicule and insult me?”
repeated Alice in a towering rage. “The marriage certificate is
still unexplained, and you talk to me as if _you_ were the injured
person--_you_!”
“I am glad to see that you have grasped my meaning,” he replied coolly.
“I _am_ the injured person; suspected by you, who should be the last to
doubt me--homeless, wifeless, nevertheless innocent. I am leaving my
native land, this time a voluntary exile. You have destroyed my faith
in womankind: a woman’s word--a woman’s love--a woman’s generosity are
to me now merely so many names for delusions believed in by children
and _fools_. I brought you here to tell you of various arrangements I
had made. I preferred a personal interview to letter-writing; besides
which, I am sure you will be amused to hear that I had a lingering hope
you would have believed me and trusted me, even at the eleventh hour--a
hope I now see,” looking at her steadily, “that I was mad to entertain.”
“You were indeed insane to think it,” exclaimed Alice very
emphatically. “Prove the certificate to be a forgery, and then I will
believe you,” she said abruptly, turning to leave the pier, with a
scarlet flush on either cheek and a general air of outraged dignity.
They walked homewards, that cold, dusky February evening, in solemn
silence. Alice’s conscience was clamouring loudly as she stepped
briskly along, endeavouring to keep up with her husband’s rapid
strides. He seemed totally unconscious of her presence. Buried deep in
his own thoughts, he did not vouchsafe a single remark between the pier
and the Mayhews’ house.
“God forgive you if you have wronged him,” said Alice’s inward monitor.
“He is going away to the other end of the world, and you may never see
him again.”
“But the certificate--the clergyman’s signature so far undenied and
unrefuted,” argued Pride and Propriety.
Helen, who had been expecting great things from this interview, met
her cousins in the hall on their return. One glance at Alice was
sufficient to dash her hopes to the ground--she looked the very picture
of frigid resolution as she placed her umbrella in the stand, and with
some trivial remark about the lateness of the hour walked straight
upstairs to her own room, where she remained all the evening, pleading
a bad headache as an excuse from dinner. Nor was her husband a more
hopeful subject; declining all his cousin’s entreaties and persuasions
to remain, at any rate, till the last train, he took his departure
forthwith, Helen promising him, as she followed him to the door, that
they would _all_ come and see him off the following Thursday. Her
inquiries and hints were in vain; no particulars of the walk to the
pier were vouchsafed to satisfy the cravings of her curiosity. “We are
just where we were before we ever met--we are strangers,” was the only
intelligence gleaned from her cousin as he selected a cigar, buttoned
up his top-coat, and bade her good-night.
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