Proper pride : $b A novel. Volume 3 (of 3)Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
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Proper pride : $b A novel. Volume 3 (of 3)
Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
English fiction -- Irish authors
“In that case you had better leave me alone with Lady Fairfax; but
bring the doctor the instant he comes.”
“But I’d better stay, sir; I had, indeed.”
“No--no,” he returned impatiently, “go--go at once. You can be of no
use here.”
This whispered conversation was unnoticed by Alice, who was bending
over Maurice, fanning him. With watch in hand, Sir Reginald stood at
one side of the child, whilst his wife knelt at the other. Maurice
seemed weaker and weaker.
Alice looked at her husband and read in his face that he shared her
worst fears. Her child was dying. She leant over her boy in an agony of
tearless grief.
“Oh, my darling Maurice!” she cried almost frantically, “don’t die,
don’t leave me! you are all I have in the world!” looking at him with
distracted eyes and wringing her small thin hands. “If you are taken I
will go with you. I won’t, no, I won’t live without you!”
“Alice, Alice!” remonstrated her husband; “think of what you are
saying.”
Suddenly rising, she took the child up in her arms and carried him to
the window.
“At least he shall die in my arms,” she said. “Yes, he shall!” she
exclaimed excitedly.
“But he is not dying now,” said Sir Reginald. “Give him to me for a
little; he is much too heavy for you. Remember, whilst there’s life
there’s hope.”
“No--no--no! Do not take him from me for the little time he may be
left. Oh, my own darling, how you are suffering! If I could only bear
it for you; if I might only die in your stead!” she moaned, rocking
the boy in her arms. “How glad I am that they say I am so weak and
delicate; I will soon follow you, my treasure.”
Sir Reginald, leaning against the window-shutter, listened to his
half-distracted wife in silence.
“I know you think that I am wicked, that I am insane,” continued Alice;
“but if he dies I will die too; it will kill me.” And she turned on him
a look akin to madness and despair.
“Alice, am I nothing to you, then?”
“You! You are only the shadow of my husband. No; you are nothing to
me; you said so yourself,” she murmured as she kissed her boy’s hands
convulsively.
“I know that I am nothing to you but the shadow of a husband. Deeply as
you have injured me, what else could I be? But consider me now--for the
next few hours at least--the husband I _would_ have been to you, and
let me comfort you, my dearest. If your child is taken, who can share
your grief like me--his father? and if he is spared--as I sincerely
trust he will be--who can so deeply feel the happiness of having him
restored? His pulse is still pretty strong,” he added, taking the
child’s little hand in his. “The doctor will be here in five minutes.
Do not give up all hope yet, my poor Alice.”
“Oh Reginald,” she said gratefully, “you have lifted a little of the
load off my heart; you have comforted me already.”
At this instant the door opened, and the doctor and nurse came into the
room; the former bustled over to the side of Maurice’s cot.
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