But in the year that followed these auspicious days, the strain and
stress of her life proved more powerful on Mary Shelley than the
inspiration of literature. The loss of her little girl Clara, at
Venice, on the 24th of September 1818, was cruel enough. However, she
tried hard not to show the ‘pusillanimous disposition’ which, Godwin
assured his daughter, characterizes the persons ‘that sink long under a
calamity of this nature’.[4] But the death of her boy, William, at
Rome, on the 4th of June 1819, reduced her to a ‘kind of despair’.
Whatever it could be to her husband, Italy no longer was for her a
‘paradise of exiles’. The flush and excitement of the early months, the
‘first fine careless rapture’, were for ever gone. ‘I shall never
recover that blow,’ Mary wrote on the 27th of June 1819; ‘the thought
never leaves me for a single moment; everything on earth has lost its
interest for me,’ This time her imperturbable father ’philosophized’ in
vain. With a more sympathetic and acuter intelligence of her case,
Leigh Hunt insisted (July 1819) that she should try and give her
paralysing sorrow some literary expression, ‘strike her pen into
some... genial subject... and bring up a fountain of gentle tears for
us’. But the poor childless mother could only rehearse her
complaint—‘to have won, and thus cruelly to have lost’ (4 August 1819).
In fact she had, on William’s death, discontinued her diary.
Yet on the date just mentioned, as Shelley reached his twenty-seven
years, she plucked up courage and resumed the task. Shelley, however
absorbed by the creative ardour of his _Annus mirabilis_, could not but
observe that his wife’s ‘spirits continued wretchedly depressed’ (5
August 1819); and though masculine enough to resent the fact at times
more than pity it, he was human enough to persevere in that habit of
co-operative reading and writing which is one of the finest traits of
his married life. ‘I write in the morning,’ his wife testifies, ‘read
Latin till 2, when we dine; then I read some English book, and two
cantos of Dante with Shelley’[5] —a fair average, no doubt, of the
homely aspect of the great days which produced _The Cenci_ and
_Prometheus_.
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