As he lightly walked along, he began to wonder what could be the
import of the frequent communications that passed between Livilla
and Sejanus. Here was an opportunity to satisfy his curiosity. The
desire to read Livilla’s reply began to possess him. He checked it
by his stern sense of honor. But the probability that Livilla might
have written about his forwardness in kissing her hand stimulated his
curiosity. He decided to look inside, even if he did not read the words.
He quickly opened the letter and glanced inside. As quickly he closed
it; but the swiftness of his motion did not prevent him from reading
the words, “Lygdus is a good man to do the deed. Come and see me.” New
thoughts now rushed through his mind. At last he had learned a secret,
a thing against which his father had always warned him. He would have
liked to tear the words from his mind, but they were as indelibly fixed
there as if carved in stone. Lygdus, the leering eunuch, whom Gannon
knew and despised, was to commit a secret deed,--perhaps a crime.
Gannon trembled. So uncertain was the condition of his mind that he
dared not return immediately to the camp. He went instead to the Forum
of Augustus. Before the beautiful statues of the great Roman generals
and heroes in the shadow of the wonderful temple of Mars, he became
calmer.
But questions shrouded in mystery still presented themselves to him.
“Why had Livilla chosen the wicked Lygdus to do some dark deed? Were
Sejanus and Livilla lovers? Did their letters contain a plan to rid
them of a hateful rival?” he asked himself. In the camp he remembered
to have heard the soldiers say that one day Drusus struck Sejanus in
the face. Sejanus, he had been told, had never forgotten that insult.
But after carefully weighing the perplexing questions, Gannon decided
that carrying letters was his duty, no matter what they contained.
Still he wished he had left Livilla’s reply unread. When he reached
the camp and handed her letter to Sejanus, he had regained his usual
composure.
“Where is the seal?” immediately demanded Sejanus.
“It was not sealed, my lord,” Gannon replied, with nervous haste.
“Hast thou read the letter?” he imperiously asked.
“Nay, my lord.”
“It is of little importance,” said Sejanus, closely watching Gannon’s
face. “Hereafter every communication carried to or from me must bear a
seal. The failure to observe this rule will cost more than a dismissal.
Go to thy room. Speak to no one. Wait until I send for thee.”
Gannon walked slowly from the room. A sudden impulse came over him to
return and confess to Sejanus that he had read the letter; but at
that moment he was prevented by the entrance of another secretary, who
handed a letter to Sejanus. With a heavy heart Gannon went along the
corridor outside of the office, and slowly mounted the flight of steps
that led to his room. When he arrived there, he threw himself upon his
couch and buried his face in his hands.
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