On the island of Pandataria Agrippina and Psyche still lingered in
imprisonment. The mother, crushed under her latest affliction, lived a
life of savage grief. Her soul trembled with infinite sadness, like the
last falling leaf on a solitary tree. Whether in violent storms, in the
dashing of the waves against the rocks, in the cries of the sea-gulls,
in the fishermen’s songs, or in the Homeric songs of Psyche, she heard
but one word, intensified or softened, “Woe!” Each morning was to her
a new birth of anguish. But Psyche began to brighten under the sunny
skies and the comparative freedom in which she lived. The uncertainty
regarding the fate of her family and of her lover still oppressed
her soul, but she had regained her natural color and had become more
beautiful than ever. Grief had changed the face of youthful beauty to
one of patient and womanly loveliness.
Both women suffered under overwhelming afflictions; but the grief
of Agrippina was vehement, savage, and tragic, while that of Psyche
was calm, quiet, and self-controlled. Agrippina had sustained
calamitous sorrows. Her sufferings comprehended inexpressible torments,
misfortunes without a name, blind struggles, exhausted tears. Psyche
had endured more gentle suffering. Her afflictions were lightened by
the hope that exists in youth, by the purer faith of a young heart,
by the charity that still saw good in others, and, above all, by the
belief in answered prayers. Agrippina was the sad flower of grief;
Psyche was the perfume.
One evening when they had gone to their rooms, and Agrippina had thrown
herself upon her couch, Psyche leaned against the window and looked out
upon the night.
“Canst thou breathe the salt air from where thou sittest, my lady?”
asked Psyche.
“Ay, my child; ’tis refreshing.”
“Dost thou hear a solitary voice singing in the darkness?”
“Ay; ’tis a plaintive song.”
“It seems like a musical breath rising from the sea,” said Psyche,
softly.
“It rests the mind,” Agrippina replied abstractedly.
“How bright are the stars!” exclaimed Psyche. “Their reflection on the
trembling waters looks like happy smiles. What is happiness, my lady?”
“Ah, my dear child, happiness is made of things intangible and
fleeting. ’Tis as light as the feathery thistle-down.”
“Ah! my sweet lady, only in my dreams do I now enjoy happiness.”
“Even in my dreams, gentle child, am I denied solace,” replied
Agrippina. “Ah! from the profundities of grief I have drunk great
draughts. The sleep of that intoxication is filled with bitter dreams.”
“Like a stream that flows and flows, with incessant murmuring, restless
struggling, and furious scoring, has been thy grief, my lady,” said
Psyche, as she left the window and sat down near Agrippina. “In my
impersonations I too have palpitated in the waters of grief. With mine
eyes floating in tears have I suffered the sorrows of Niobe.”
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