Sejanus greeted her like an ardent lover; she received him with a
nervous reserve. She trembled slightly when he asked, “Where is Drusus?”
“He has gone to Bovilla.”
“When will he return?”
“At sundown.”
“Shall we, then, be alone until sundown, O my Livilla?”
“Ay, my Sejanus. But I wish to talk with thee concerning Lygdus.”
“The eunuch will be here to-morrow morning,” replied Sejanus.
“Art thou sure of him?” she asked anxiously.
“He is like the second half of my heart, my Livilla.”
“But is he trustworthy and silent?” she persisted.
“In important transactions his lips are as silent as those of the dead.”
“I sometimes fear--” she began.
“What!” he interrupted. “Art thou beginning to fear at this time?”
“Ay, my Sejanus.”
“Hearken unto me, O daughter of Antonia. The plans that Sejanus makes
never miscarry.”
“But I hesitate at this last step,” she faltered.
“Ah, Livilla,” said Sejanus, fervently, “thou rulest my life, my heart,
my very soul, but I cannot now defer action. A plan may be well formed,
but hesitation brings disaster.”
“But is there no other way?” she pleaded.
“There is no other way,” he replied impressively. “But why fearest
thou? Be strong. Be brave. Trust in me. Tullia took this course to
find happiness with Tarquinius. Clytemnestra gave up Agamemnon for
Aegisthus. Art thou weaker than they were? In thy veins flows the blood
of the mighty Marc Antony. Did thy noble ancestor tremble at the death
of his enemies? Tullia and Clytemnestra were dissolute. Thou art an
outraged woman.”
“Not so loud, O my love,” she whispered cautiously. “We may be
overheard.”
“Where is thy servant Marcia?” he asked.
“She is within calling distance. Have a care,” she warned him.
He softened his tone as he poured out his passion. “I can no longer
live apart from thee, O my love,” he exclaimed. “I love thee! oh, how
I love thee! The gods alone understand a love that cannot be told. If
all the openings in this room were ears, if all the sparkling objects
were eyes, they would hear and see that I love thee. A dangerous love,
sayest thou? Ay; but if death be the ultimate reward, I will be content
if I have obtained thy love.”
As a sleeping child is wooed by the whisper of a mother’s voice, so
Livilla succumbed to the loving words of Sejanus. They affected her
like a narcotic. Her objections gave way, her nervousness disappeared,
and her fear completely vanished. Her face, which at first was
overspread with an unnatural pallor, gradually became flushed. Her eyes
lost their frightened stare, and grew soft and dreamy. Her quivering
mouth became firm and composed. Observing the change that was passing
over her, Sejanus approached and took her in his arms.
“I love thee, O Sejanus!” exclaimed Livilla, abandoning herself to his
caresses. Suddenly, as if struck by a happy inspiration, she asked,
“Could we not leave Rome and live together in a foreign country?”
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