"I am teaching in a high school. I am of a nervous temperament and
constitutionally limited in endurance. Often my work is done in a
condition of greater or less exhaustion. I find that I blush very
easily in purely freakish ways, when there is no occasion for it. I
find this blushing connecting itself with certain of the girl
pupils of my classes in a conspicuous way. It occurs hardly ever
except when my class is facing me and I seem to be powerless to
overcome it. I have always tried to live a careful moral life, but
my early life was very much secluded. I lacked entirely the free
intercourse young people usually have together and I felt awkward
with others for a long time. In the matter of the blushing, it
sometimes occurs in the case of girls who are especially pleasing
to me but also not infrequently in the case of some who are not at
all so. The whole thing might be passed over were it not that it
has considerable effect in causing constraint toward my students
and in some cases affecting them very strongly in an emotional way
at the very time of life when such things can do most harm. I
regard the matter as being so serious that it brings directly in
question my right to teach, but I do not feel at all sure I could
find other work that I could do if I give up my present position.
The very thought that on a particular occasion it would be
extremely awkward to blush makes it almost impossible for me to
avoid it."
But we have rather now to consider the therapeutic side, and we may
begin again with a routine method of a simple hypnotic treatment.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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