Queenie's whim, Volume 1 (of 3) : $b A novelCarey, Rosa Nouchette
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Queenie's whim, Volume 1 (of 3) : $b A novel
Carey, Rosa Nouchette
English fiction -- 19th century
"Now, Emmie, do you know this is quite absurd," returned her sister,
suppressing I know not what pangs of pity and fond terror, and trying
to speak firmly. "I wonder what mamma would say if she knew her
little girl were such a coward, and thought such foolish things. I
don't think we ought to be afraid in the darkness which God has
made," continued Queenie, whose healthy young vitality knew none of
the mysterious terrors that afflict weaker and more imaginative
temperaments. "And then we are never alone, dear, never in any sense
of the word. I am sure our good guardian spirit would never be
allowed to leave us for a moment."
"It would be nice if one saw the angel," replied the child,
doubtfully.
"Anyhow we must have faith, dear. I am afraid your head has ached
terribly over those horrid lessons."
"Yes, it has been pretty bad," in a patient voice.
"And you are cold; oh, so cold, Emmie."
"I got the creeps, you know, and that always makes me cold; but I can
bear that," stoically.
"The meat was burnt, and so you had hardly any dinner, and now Miss
Titheridge says you must have no tea; you must be starved, absolutely
starved," continued poor Queenie, rocking her in her strong young
arms.
"Not quite, I only feel rather sick," returned the little prisoner,
bravely.
Emmie would not have confessed for worlds the odd gnawing and
emptiness that preceded her feelings of sickness. She was somewhat
dainty and fastidious with regard to food, and the burnt flavor had
so nauseated her that she had literally eaten nothing of the portion
sent her. No wonder she had the creeps, as she phrased it in her
childish way, and she was shivering with cold and superstitious
terror.
"You are making me miserable," returned Queenie, in a broken voice.
"I am punished as well as you, Emmie. Are you sure that you really
attend in class? Fraulein declares that you never know your lessons."
"I wish Miss Titheridge would not insist on my learning that tiresome
German," sighed Emmie. "She wants me to keep up with May Trever.
May is ever so much stupider than I," continued Em, with no special
regard to grammar; "but Fraulein never raps her over the knuckles
with a ruler, or gives her disgrace tickets."
"Because May Trever is a canon's daughter," returned her sister,
bitterly. "She is not poor, or friendless, or an orphan--three sins
for which we must answer. But tell me truly, do you try your hardest
to please Fraulein?"
"I do, I do indeed," protested the child, earnestly. "Sometimes I
know my lesson quite perfectly, and then, when she looks at me with
those hard steel eyes, and comes out with that sharp 'Now, little
Meess, now,'"--with a faint, dreary attempt at mimicry,--"it all goes
out of my head; and then the mark is put down, and I go on from bad
to worse. I don't think I am really stupid, Queenie, but I am afraid
I shall get so."
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