Queenie's whim, Volume 1 (of 3) : $b A novelCarey, Rosa Nouchette
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Queenie's whim, Volume 1 (of 3) : $b A novel
Carey, Rosa Nouchette
English fiction -- 19th century
It would not be too much to say that that sick room became Queenie's
world; she knew literally nothing of what passed outside it. Cathy
wrote long letters to her, but she seldom answered them. One day she
enclosed a note from Langley.
"My dear Miss Marriott," it began, "Cathy's glowing description of
her friend makes us long to know you; and my brother and I trust,
that you and your dear little sister will be able to pay us a visit
in the early summer. We know all your troubles, and wish that it
were in our power to lighten them--" but here a restless movement
from Emmie disturbed her, and she laid the letter aside.
Emmie's wanderings were rarely painful to the listener. A merciful
oblivion had stamped out the memory of that terrible night; generally
her talk was of the country. She imagined herself wandering in
beautiful places with her mother and Queenie; gathering flowers, or
else picking up shells and sea-weed on the shore. Now and then there
would be a troubled break--the waves were threatening to engulph
her--or a serpent, or strange-headed beast lurked among the flowers;
at such times she would grow restless, and it required all Queenie's
efforts to tranquillize her, while the constant cry of "Mamma,
mamma," was pitiful to hear from the lips of the motherless child.
"Mamma is here," Queenie would answer with loving falsehood, laying
the burning face on her breast; and something of the intense
mother-love, seemed really to pass into the girl's heart.
She was growing haggard and hollow-eyed under the strain of the long
nursing. The doctor shook his head and remonstrated in vain, and
Caleb's entreaties were equally unavailing. "You will be ill, Miss
Queenie; every one says so. You are up every night unless Molly is
here, and barely snatch an hour's sleep in the twenty-four; you are
over-taxing your strength, and a breakdown will be the consequence."
"I shall not break down as long as Emmie wants me," returned the girl
bravely, but her lip trembled as though with weakness; she was
becoming conscious that all this was becoming a terrible effort, that
her strength would not hold out for ever. A sudden noise jarred upon
her now; and once or twice, when her kind old friend was speaking to
her, she had great trouble to refrain from bursting into tears.
Sometimes of an evening, when Caleb was there, she would wrap herself
in a shawl, and walk up and down the stone hall and corridors to
allay her restlessness; sometimes the door would open, and a red
gleam shine out from Miss Titheridge's snug parlor, where she sat in
cosy fireside circle with her friends. She looked up oddly and
half-scared as Queenie's white face glimmered out of the darkness,
but she never invited her to enter; the girl had repulsed her too
surely for that.
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