Queenie's whim, Volume 1 (of 3) : $b A novelCarey, Rosa Nouchette
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Queenie's whim, Volume 1 (of 3) : $b A novel
Carey, Rosa Nouchette
English fiction -- 19th century
Futile hope! Before many months were over, Queenie bitterly rued the
false step she had taken, and grew sullen with a sense of repressed
wrong. Little Emmie drooped and pined in the unloving and
uncongenial atmosphere. The poor little sensitive plant grew
mentally dwarfed; the young shoots ceased to expand. Queenie could
have wrung her hands with anguish when she thought of her own
weakness and impotence to avert the mischief. Emmie's bright
intelligence grew blunted; a constant system of fault-finding and
rigorous punishment cowed and stupefied the child's timid spirit;
only kindness and judicious training could avail with such a nature.
Emmie did not grow sullen, her temper was too sweet and mild to
harbor resentful feelings; but she became morbid and over sensitive.
Deprived of the recreation natural to children, her imagination
became unhealthily developed; she peopled the old garret with
fancies, and not infrequently raised a Frankenstein of her own
creation.
Queenie sometimes found her cowering in the window recess in the
twilight in a perfect stupor of terror, for which she could give no
tangible reason. It was dark, and she was afraid, and she did not
like to come down into the schoolroom, as she was in disgrace with
Fraulein, and so on. Poor pitiful fragments out of a child's life,
small every-day tyrannies, little seeds of unkindness dropped into
virgin soil, to bring forth perhaps a terrible harvest.
Queenie's passionate love could not shield the little sister; the two
could only cling to each other in mute sorrow, each trying to hide
from the other how much they suffered.
"I am only tolerably miserable," Emmie would say sometimes, in her
droll, unchildish way. "Don't cry, Queenie; you and I and dear old
Caleb will live together some day I know, when I am a woman perhaps,
and then we shall forget all our troubles," and Emmie would hide the
little blackened hand on which Fraulein's ruler had come down so
sharply that day, and say nothing of the pain, for fear Queenie
should fret. But with all her childish troubles, Emmie suffered less
than the elder sister. Queenie would lie awake with aching head and
throbbing pulses night after night, revolving schemes for delivering
them both from the house of bondage, as she phrased it.
And every night Emmie prayed her poor little prayer that she might
not hate Miss Titheridge, and that she and Queenie and Caleb might
live together in a little house all by themselves.
Emmie was never weary of describing this ideal house. It must have
four rooms and a cupboard, and a little garden in front, where they
might grow sweet peas and roses.
"I should hate to be rich; should not you, Queenie?" she would say
sometimes. "Caleb would not be able to smoke his long pipes then."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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