Queenie's whim, Volume 2 (of 3) : $b A novelCarey, Rosa Nouchette
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Queenie's whim, Volume 2 (of 3) : $b A novel
Carey, Rosa Nouchette
English fiction -- 19th century
"I found him exhausted with the effect of writing," observed Mr.
Duncan, turning his head away that he might not see Queenie's
agitated face; "he made me seal it up in his presence, and then
begged us all to leave him. In the morning the nurse found him lying
as you have heard, with his face to the light; he had been dead some
hours. I was quite struck with the change in him when I went up; he
looked years younger. There was a smile on his face, and all the
lines seemed smoothed away. He had been a great sufferer all his
life, and that made him something of a misanthrope."
"Yes, yes; no one understood him, and even I was hard upon him,"
returned Queenie, bursting into tears again. Ah, why had she
forgotten him? Did she know that the dead hand would have been
stretched out to her with a blessing in it for her and the child?
CHAPTER VI.
QUEENIE'S WHIM.
"She knew not what was lacking,
Knew not until it came;
She gave it the name of friendship,
But that was not its name.
And the truth could not be hidden
From her own clear-seeing eyes.
When the name her own heart whispered,
And whispered too, 'Be wise.'"--_Isa Craig-Knox._
The storm had wholly ceased, but a few snatches of summer lightning
still played on the ragged edge of the clouds when Queenie at last
bade her old friend good night, and went up to her little room, to
think over the bewildering events of the day. The air was still
oppressed and sultry. The white slabs of stone in the mason's yard
shone dimly in the darkness; the wet ivy scattered a shower of drops
on the girl's uncovered head as she leaned out, as though gasping for
air. A faint perfume of saturated roses and drowned lavender
pervaded everything. A blue-grey moth trailed his draggled wings
feebly across the sill. The dark-scented air seemed full of mystery
and silence.
Queenie leant her head upon her hands and tried to think, but in
reality she was too numb and bewildered. "What has happened to me?
why am I more sorry than glad about it all? how have I deserved it?
and what am I to do with all this wealth that has come to me?" she
kept saying to herself over and over again.
A few hundreds would have sent her back rejoicing and triumphant. A
modest competency, an assured income, would have lightened the whole
burthen of her responsibility, and made her young heart happy; but
all this wealth! It would not be too much to say that for the time
she was simply crushed by it.
"Give me neither poverty nor riches; feed me with food convenient to
me." Queenie, as well as Garth Clayton, had ever loved that prayer
of the wise Agar. If she could have chosen her lot in life it would
have been in some such words as these. To have sufficient, but not
too much, was the very sum and substance of her wishes.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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