Queenie's whim, Volume 3 (of 3) : $b A novelCarey, Rosa Nouchette
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Queenie's whim, Volume 3 (of 3) : $b A novel
Carey, Rosa Nouchette
English fiction -- 19th century
Queenie was weaving all manner of pure womanish fancies as Garth went
back through the rain. The young man's pulses still throbbed with
excitement. His sluggish imagination had been quickened and stirred
within him; he felt with a curious, indefinable sensation that he had
drifted long enough down the tide of circumstance, and that his fate
approached a crisis. Would it be different to what he had planned
all these years?
And that night he thought less of Dora.
How inexplicable are the ways of mankind, even the best of them.
Garth, with all his uprightness and integrity, failed to see that his
conduct lay open to questioning when, after this evening, he began to
haunt the cottage. He was only seeking solace and forgetfulness, a
healing compensation for the hurt under which he still smarted at
intervals; but he had no idea that such self-indulgence might be
fraught with peril to another's peace!
Queenie could not tell him if the intercourse between them were too
pleasant to be perfectly harmless. The fault lay with him, not her.
It was not for her to receive her benefactor coldly; and then if she
could do him good.
It was true Garth seldom came alone, either Cathy or Langley or Ted
were with him; but the invitations to Church-Stile House became more
frequent and pressing.
"Garth likes to see you and Emmie amongst us of an evening," Cathy
said to her more than once. "You know what men are, my dear; they
get tired of their sisters' company, and then Dora is away. I
suppose that makes him so discontented and restless. Poor Florence
is worse, and there is no possibility of Dora's return at present."
"So your brother informed me," returned Queenie demurely; but not to
Cathy did she dare hint that Miss Cunningham's absence was a relief.
She was somewhat afraid of questioning her own feelings too closely
at this time. The incubus that had weighed upon her spirits was
removed, at least temporarily. Life was passing pleasantly with her
just now; she had work enough to occupy her; a pretty cottage where
she and Emmie lived like disguised princesses, and friends whom she
loved and trusted to brighten her leisure hours.
"Shall I ever be so happy again in my life?" she said once to Cathy.
"I think this summer is the sunniest I have ever known. When one is
so thoroughly satisfied one dreads a change."
"I like change," returned Cathy, boldly. "I think a long lease of
monotonous happiness would stupefy me. Life is not a mere
table-land; there are mountains to ascend before one can see the
view, broad rivers to cross, and long deserts to traverse; he is a
poor traveller who fears either."
"You forget Emmie and I are already footsore with our rough
pilgrimage," rejoined Queenie, with her bright quaintness. "We have
been through the Slough of Despond and the Valley of Humiliation."
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