Queenie's whim, Volume 3 (of 3) : $b A novel — John Shaqi
Queenie's whim, Volume 3 (of 3) : $b A novelCarey, Rosa Nouchette
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Queenie's whim, Volume 3 (of 3) : $b A novel
Carey, Rosa Nouchette
English fiction -- 19th century
"It seems so strange that a woman of your age should find so little
to say," continued Miss Charity, with a displeased jerk of her thin
ringlets.
"He only talks to you, Cara; you neither of you seem to want me,"
returned poor Faith, with the least possible trace of bitterness in
her tone.
She did not often retaliate, for hers was a quiet, peace-loving
nature, but to-day she felt chafed even to soreness.
Never had her sister's yoke oppressed her so bitterly; never had
those readings in that close hot room seemed so tedious. The novels
had been replaced by biographies, all of Dr. Stewart's choice; but
the pure English and the nobility of the lives delineated were lost
upon Faith, chafing under a secret sense of injury, and longing to be
alone with her burthen. How hard is enforced companionship, even to
the most patient of us. Faith looked out wearily at the driving rain
that kept her a prisoner, and deprived her of the one thing she most
prized--a solitary walk.
But at night she had it out with her thoughts. She would lie awake
for hours, covered round by the sacred darkness, thinking out the
problem of her life.
Why had Dr. Stewart crossed her path again? to what intent and
purpose? She had become resigned to her life in a weary sort of way,
and that one bright summer had only lingered in her memory like a
dream of good to be prized. True, it was her most precious
possession, the one thing that redeemed her life from blankness; but
still time had in a great measure healed the wound of her
disappointment.
But now they had met again as friends, who had once been something
closer to each other. True, there had been no spoken understanding
between them; but there had been looks that had been as plain as
words, half sentences that conveyed whole meanings, glances of mutual
trust and sympathy. Was all this to go for nothing? was he to be
free, to put away the past, and forget and come again, while she
alone had been faithful?
Dr. Stewart took no apparent notice of her changed looks; he came and
went in his blunt way, and left her alone in her quiet corner.
Sometimes his evenings were spent at Church-Stile House or the
Vicarage; now and then they heard of him at the cottage, making one
of a merry party, and welcomed warmly everywhere.
The day after Faith had uttered her little protest to her sister the
weather showed signs of breaking. The rain had abated towards
afternoon, but the low grey skies and wet roads were very uninviting.
Faith looked out at the prospect a little disconsolately, it seemed
to her an emblem of her own life, and then she turned to her sister.
"The rain has stopped, I think I shall go out now, Cara; it will do
my head good."
"I thought Dr. Stewart was coming this afternoon," returned Miss
Charity, clicking her knitting-needles busily as she spoke; "he
promised to bring us more new books. You heard him say so yourself,
Faith."
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