Queenie's whim, Volume 3 (of 3) : $b A novel — John Shaqi
Queenie's whim, Volume 3 (of 3) : $b A novelCarey, Rosa Nouchette
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Queenie's whim, Volume 3 (of 3) : $b A novel
Carey, Rosa Nouchette
English fiction -- 19th century
"Oh, Cara!" cried poor Faith, with tears in her eyes, "I don't know
how I can be so selfish as to wish to leave you, but it is all true
that he says. It was coming back to nurse you that put a stop to
everything ten years ago; and now he has come back, and it seems as
though we were meant for each other, and--and--" here she broke into
nervous sobbing.
"Pooh, pooh," returned the doctor, but his eyes glistened a little in
sympathy; "Juniper Lodge is only next door, you are not going to be
separated. Come, Miss Charity, you are a kind soul, and have courage
enough for ten Faiths, say something comforting to your sister, to
give her a good heart over this."
Dr. Stewart knew how to treat Miss Charity. Underneath the sharpness
and irritability there was the true metal of a good womanly nature,
and a courage few women could boast. Years ago she had fought out
her own battle, and had laid herself down on her bed of pain with a
breaking heart but unmurmuring lips. Had she ever forgotten poor
George since the day she had given him up? had she ever believed the
stories they had brought her of his unworthiness?
The small world of Hepshaw only saw in Miss Charity a little
bright-eyed woman, with a caustic tongue and a temper soured by
disappointment and suffering; but no one but Faith, and perhaps Dr.
Stewart, knew what the martyred body and nerves bore day and night.
"I feel sometimes like St. Lawrence on his gridiron; I wish it were a
bed of roses to me too," she said once grimly to her sister; but not
even to her did she speak of the slow agonies that consumed her.
What would be the use, she thought; pain is sent to be borne, not to
be talked about.
Neither to Faith did she speak of the strange thoughts and dreams
that haunted her nights. Sometimes, half lulled by opiates, it would
seem to her as though the walls and roof of her chamber were thrown
down; through the room rushed the cold winds of heaven; above her was
the dark midnight sky seamed with glittering stars. How they wavered
and shone! Voices sounded through them sometimes. Grey and white
shadows moved hither and thither, silent, but with grave, speaking
eyes pitying and full of love. "Poor Charity!" they seemed to say,
"still fastened to the cross and waiting for the angel of peace and
rest. Will he be long?" And the echo seemed to be caught up and
passed on shuddering: "will he be long?"
Ah, yes; those were her parents! and poor George, how plainly she
could see him! He had died a drunkard's death they had told her,
with a sorry attempt at comfort. He had ridden after a night's
debauch, and his seat and hand had been unsteady; but she had shaken
her head incredulously. What mattered how he died? he was at rest,
she knew that, she was sure of it; he could not have sinned as they
said he had--her poor George, on whom she had brought such misery!
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