Queenie's whim, Volume 3 (of 3) : $b A novelCarey, Rosa Nouchette
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Queenie's whim, Volume 3 (of 3) : $b A novel
Carey, Rosa Nouchette
English fiction -- 19th century
But though the speech was not sympathetic Miss Prudence's lean brown
hand trembled a little as she unlocked the tea-caddy and measured out
the scanty modicum of tea. Poor Miss Prudence! there was still a
warm woman's heart beating under the harsh, unloving exterior, though
it seldom found utterance. Her one object in life had been to eke
out a narrow income, and bring down her own and her sisters' wants to
the limits of penury. A small saving constituted her chief joy; the
low standard had dwarfed her moral stature; petty cares had narrowed
and contracted her; the mote in her eye hindered the incoming of
heart sunshine, and made her life a hard, unlovely thing.
For it is a sad truth and a painful one to many of us, that in a
great measure we form our own lives. The wide blanks, the vacuum
that nature abhors, are all self-created. Outside the void, the
chaos, the central abyss of self, there wait all manner of patient
duties, joys, griefs, possible sufferings, a world of human beings to
be loved, to replenish emptiness and the waste of spent passion.
Miss Prudence was one of those unhappy beings who read the meanings
of life by the light of a farthing dip. Within her secret sanctuary
the small god Economy dwelt as a favored deity. She would sweep her
house like the woman in the parable for the smallest possible missing
coin, and go to bed in despair for the loss of it; but she left her
own inner chambers miserably unclean and full of dust and cobwebs.
And yet, as in many other persons, Miss Prudence's faults were only
caricatures of virtues. She was miserly, but it was for her sisters'
sakes more than for her own. To keep the little house bright and
respectable she toiled from morning till night; but I do not know
that any of them loved her better for it. It was Prue's vocation,
her one taste. If she could only have read to Miss Charity, and
taken her share in the nursing, Faith would have been more grateful
to her.
She fretted, as was natural, over that little speech of Miss
Prudence's, for she was faint with excessive happiness, and thirsted
for a pure draught of sisterly sympathy.
"Is that all you have to say to me, Prue?" she demanded in an injured
tone.
"What have I got to say," returned poor Miss Prudence, looking greyer
and grimmer, "except that it is a fine thing to be Dr. Stewart's wife
and the mistress of Juniper Lodge, and not be obliged to count your
pence till your eyes ache with trying to make out that five are equal
to six? That's what I've been doing all my life, Faith, and no
thanks to me either; and it does not always agree with one."
"There, there, take your tea, Faith," interrupted Miss Charity,
testily; "we've wasted more than an hour already over this business
of yours, and we shall get through very little reading to-night."
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