Queenie's whim, Volume 3 (of 3) : $b A novel — John Shaqi
Queenie's whim, Volume 3 (of 3) : $b A novelCarey, Rosa Nouchette
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Queenie's whim, Volume 3 (of 3) : $b A novel
Carey, Rosa Nouchette
English fiction -- 19th century
Dora heaved a little sigh of regret as she folded up the letter.
"Poor fellow! he is still very angry with me," she thought to herself.
Garth took a long, solitary walk when he had finished his epistle; it
had taken him more than an hour to compose, and yet it had hardly
filled one sheet of note-paper. He was heavy with discomfort, and
yet a feeling of triumph was uppermost. "She will see that I am not
to be played with; that I regard myself as free, and mean to keep my
freedom," he said to himself, as he tramped through the country roads
in the starlight.
It was the beginning of November, and there was a keen, frosty
feeling in the air. The fields that bordered the road on either side
looked black in the dim light; the trees looked gaunt and grotesque,
stretching out their unclothed limbs in the darkness; the grey stone
wails seemed dim and unsubstantial. Garth walked on with long, even
strides. The cold air, the exercise, stirred his young blood, and
drove away despondent fancies; in their place came pleasurable
images, faint, yet full of grace, making pulsation stronger within
him.
When did the thought first occur to him? When and where? or was it a
thought at all, or only a feeling or sentiment? A novel sensation
not to be described, and certainly not to be analyzed, had taken
possession of him the very night after his interview with Dora, when,
sore and angry, he had betaken himself to the cottage.
It was strange how that picture of the two sisters haunted him.
Sometimes, when he woke up in the middle of the night, he recalled it
vividly: the child curled up on the rocking-chair, the girl kneeling
on the rug with the plate of cakes in her hand, the firelight shining
on her round, dimpled arms and flushed face, and then her paleness,
and the startled brightness of her eyes when she turned to him.
Had Dora ever grown pale at the sight of him? had she ever moved his
better nature by such sweet, strong words as those that greeted his
ear that night?
"What is it that men do not understand?" he had asked her in his
simple, straight-forward way.
"The blessedness of giving," she had answered him, without guile or
hesitation, "the privilege of being able to see and love what is
highest and best without hope or thought of return. Some women feel
like that."
Good heavens! could she--was it a bare possibility that she could be
speaking of herself? and though, a moment after, he repelled this
thought with a blush of shame over the vanity of such a supposition,
other words conspired to haunt him.
"Those that have sympathy here must have sympathy there," she had
gravely assured him, and her earnestness had moved him to excitement.
What if this sympathy were between them two; between him, Garth
Clayton, and the young creature that he had befriended?
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