Queenie's whim, Volume 3 (of 3) : $b A novel — John Shaqi
Queenie's whim, Volume 3 (of 3) : $b A novelCarey, Rosa Nouchette
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Queenie's whim, Volume 3 (of 3) : $b A novel
Carey, Rosa Nouchette
English fiction -- 19th century
"What is it they don't understand?" he asked, somewhat puzzled.
"The blessedness of giving," she returned simply; "the privilege of
being able to see and love what is highest and best without hope or
thought of return. Some women feel like that."
"But not many," he replied, touched by her earnestness, and conscious
again of that strange thrill.
"No, not many," looking at him gravely. "The great number dread
suffering, and fear to enter into the cloud. They let men spoil
their lives, and then the disappointment hardens and embitters them;
instead of which they ought to go on simply loving, and being sorry,
but not too sorry, about things."
"But suppose the object is not worthy? You know how often that is
the case," he demanded gravely.
"Ah, that is the greatest pity of all. There is no trouble like
that, to see the degradation of one we love; indeed, that must be
terrible!"
"Ah, your golden rule of giving will not hold there!"
"Why not?" she asked quietly. "I heard a sad story once, when Emmie
and I were at Granite Lodge. One of the governesses had had a
dreadful trouble. She was engaged for some years to a man who
professed a great affection for her, and suddenly the news of his
marriage reached her."
"Well?"
"Well, she staggered under the blow, but she bore it somehow. It
would have nearly killed some women. She just took up her life and
did the best she could with it. 'I am keeping it all for him,' she
said to me once, with such a mournful smile; 'when he wants it, it
will be ready for him, but it will not be here.'"
"Keeping what?" asked Garth, somewhat absently.
"Why the love he had thrown away as worthless," she returned with
kindling eyes. "Don't you think the faith of that poor German
governess had something noble in it? She had forgotten her own
wrongs and his fickleness. In the world to come it should be all
right between them."
"Wasn't that rather far-fetched?"
"Not at all," returned the girl warmly; "those who have sympathy here
must have sympathy there. There will be no broken lives in heaven."
"No; of course not," feeling himself a little out of his element, but
strangely attracted by the eloquence of Queenie's eyes.
As for Queenie, she had almost forgotten to whom she was speaking.
She was wrapped up, absorbed in her subject; all sorts of deep
thoughts stirred within her.
These things were true to her, but she felt with a kind of wonder
that he did not understand. Perhaps he felt with a young man's
reverence the mystery of the world to come. Some men have a great
dread of touching sacred things with unconsecrated hands; but
Queenie's young eyes had the fearlessness of the eagle, they looked
unblenchingly up at the light. What was the use of separating things
spiritual from things material in her creed? Love was the ladder
that Jacob saw reaching from earth to heaven; evermore there were
angels ascending and descending. The doctrine of the communion of
saints had infinite readings.
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