Queenie's whim, Volume 3 (of 3) : $b A novelCarey, Rosa Nouchette
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Queenie's whim, Volume 3 (of 3) : $b A novel
Carey, Rosa Nouchette
English fiction -- 19th century
"I cannot take that anguish'd look to wear
On my calm heart in heaven, as my last,
Last memory of thee until we meet.
Nay, thou must smile on me; one little smile
Cast like a wild-flower on my misty way
Will make it brighter, and I cannot go
In peace until thou bless me."
'_Ezekiel and other Poems._'
Emmie's closing remarks that night had left no distinct impression on
her sister's mind; but Queenie had little idea of the tenacity with
which the child brooded over the matter, or how the weary young brain
confused itself with endless plans and plotting. That some one must
take care of Queenie, that was her one thought.
And so one morning, when Queenie had softly crept out of her room,
thinking Emmie's closed eyelids betokened sleep, and had started for
her fresh morning walk, the child painfully and slowly dragged
herself from her bed, and with failing breath, and hands that
trembled over their task, penned the pitiful little letter that wrung
Garth's heart as he read it.
Queenie found her on her return lying wan and exhausted on her
pillow, and bent over her with undisguised anxiety.
"Where is Harriet, darling? She ought not to have neglected you in
this way," she exclaimed in distress, putting back the curls from the
child's damp forehead.
Emmie only closed her eyes in answer, but an odd little smile hovered
round her lips. She knew that Harriet was that moment walking down
the Esplanade, towards the red pillar-box on the green.
And this was the letter that Garth read and handed to Langley with
undisguised emotion, and over which Langley cried until her feeble
strength was nearly exhausted.
"Dear Mr. Garth," it began, "you are such a long way off--you and
Langley and Cathy, and we never hear from you now; and Queenie has
left off talking about you, and has taken to sighing instead; and I
want so badly to see you, and have a long, long talk. If you knew
how badly, I am sure you would come.
"I don't think people ever die without saying good-bye to their
friends, and I want to bid you good-bye, and ask you to take care of
Queenie. Some one must take care of her, you know; and I like you so
much, dear Mr. Garth; and I think no one will be so good and kind to
her as you would be.
"Queenie does not know that I am writing this; she has gone out to
buy me some roses. She is doing something for me from morning to
night, but I am sure it would make you sad to see her. She never
smiles now, and her eyes are always full of tears. She is thinking
of the time when she will be missing me. It will be soon now, for I
get more tired every day.
"Do come, my dear, dear Mr. Garth. I think I like you next best to
any one in the world but Queenie, except perhaps Langley and Cathy.
Do come, please, to
"Your loving and tired little Emmie."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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