Queenie's whim, Volume 3 (of 3) : $b A novelCarey, Rosa Nouchette
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Queenie's whim, Volume 3 (of 3) : $b A novel
Carey, Rosa Nouchette
English fiction -- 19th century
Queenie was sadly disturbed by the child's restlessness during that
day and the next; all her sweet placidity seemed gone. She was
feverish and eager; it was difficult to soothe her. She started at
every sound; an opening door, even the stoppage of vehicles in the
street, would bring the flush to her white face, and she would sit up
among her pillows, palpitating and expectant.
"What is it, Emmie darling? What is the matter?" Queenie would say
to her over and over again.
"Oh, it is nothing; I am only very silly," the child would answer,
sinking back with a disappointed face. Of course her letter had not
reached him, it was such a long, long way off. How was it possible
for him to come yet? And then a new fear tormented her. If he
delayed at all, if he took a long time to think about it, would he be
in time?
It was on the evening of the second day when this fresh thought began
to harass her. The day had been hot and thundery, and she had
suffered much from the oppression of the atmosphere.
When Dr. Bennet saw her that night he let fall a word or two that
stirred Queenie's numb pain to sharp, positive agony.
"You think she is worse, Dr. Bennet? I can read it in your face,"
she asked, her poor hands working with the effort to keep calm.
"I think there is a change of some sort; you must be prepared for
anything now, my dear Miss Marriott. Poor little soul, one cannot
wish her to suffer," continued the warm-hearted doctor, who had
daughters of his own.
"No; I do not wish her to suffer, God forbid that I should be so
selfish; but oh, Emmie!" and then she turned away, lest the bitter
flood of her sorrow should overwhelm her. There would be time enough
to weep when her work was finished, she needed all her strength for
Emmie now.
But that night there was no sleep for her eyes. Hour after hour she
sat beside the failing child; fanning her softly, watching her
through her short intervals of sleep, and listening to the dull
lapping of the waves on the sand.
Once she dozed off and lost herself. The shaded sick-room had
disappeared, the monotonous wash of the surge had lulled to sleep her
drowsy ear. She was at Church-Stile House again. There was the
plane-tree walk, and the church. The little gate swung lightly on
its hinges; a dark, handsome face looked in at the window and smiled
at her; and she woke with a start to find raindrops pattering against
the window, and the night-lamp paling beside the grey dawn.
"I don't think that I shall get up to-day, so I shall not tire your
poor arms," was Emmie's plaintive remark that morning.
"Do you feel weaker, my darling? would you rather be spared the
trouble of dressing?"
"Yes; I would rather lie still and be quiet. If you open the folding
doors I can see a little bit of the sea, and it does not sound so
loud here. I think it is coming, Queen; and oh, I did want to be a
little longer with you!"
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