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Such questions had never seriously presented themselves to her before,
because she was normally healthy in mind and body. Death, indeed, had
been acclaimed in Laburnum Row as a not unwelcome excitement for the
living, an incident that loosened all tongues, which called for
criticism, and a good deal of eating and drinking. Now, alone amongst
the dead, Susan considered the inevitable change from the point of view,
so to speak, of those who were "taken." She was accustomed to these odd
middle-class euphuisms. This particular expression, invariably used by
Mrs. Biddlecombe, indicated a certain selection upon the part of the
Reaper, who "took" presumably those, whether young or old, who were ripe
for the sickle.
Susan shivered, praying fervently that she might be spared, that she
might be deemed unripe. Her thoughts flitted hither and thither, not
straying far from the austere figure with the sickle, settling now upon
this hypothesis and now upon that. For example, the commonest form of
condolence in Laburnum Row, leaping smugly from every matronly lip, was,
"He (or she) has entered into rest." Or, with tearful conviction,
"God’s will be done." To doubt the truth of these statements would have
seemed to Susan rank blasphemy. Even now, face to face with the awful
possibility, her simple mind sucked comfort from them; they fortified
her trembling body for the great ordeal. But, at the same time, she was
conscious of a feeling of revolt, because life was so sweet, and her
enchanting pilgrimage had just begun. It would be cruel to take her!
And how would it affect Joe?
He would have his business; he would absorb himself in that. If he did
marry again he would choose some sensible woman, able to look after his
house and his child. She could not bear the horrid thought that a
second wife might be prettier than the first, that her Joe might forget
her kisses upon the lips of another woman. She murmured to herself,
"Joe can’t do without me. I shall not be taken this time."
She went back to the Dream Cottage, unlocked her desk, opened her
letter, and added these words to the postscript:
"Marry a nice sensible woman, not quite so pretty as I am, one who will
be kind to my baby."
She stared at this for some time, pursing up her lips. Then she
carefully erased the possessive pronoun, and wrote "your" instead of
"my."
She was smiling when she locked the desk.
*IV*
Ten days afterwards the child was born. Quinney was summoned at four in
the afternoon by the breathless Maria, who gasped out that he was
wanted. Somehow Quinney leapt to the conclusion that all was over.
"Is the baby born?" asked Quinney.
"No, nor likely to be till after midnight."
She whisked off, leaving an astonished man vaguely wondering from what
source Maria had received this positive information. He closed the
shop, and then ran home. The doctor was leaving the cottage. Again
Quinney stammered out:
"Is it over?"
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