“Farewell,” he said in a low voice, and he held out both hands to his father. “I am very busy,” he added in a steady voice. “Important business--you need not laugh, Lucilia--requires my return. Father, when it is your turn to speak in the Senate, remember your son--perhaps the thought may soften your heart; the Christians, too, whom you doom to death, are fathers ... sons....” He rushed away. He was on the verge of tears, but he set his teeth and clenched his fist. “Oh! misery, misery!” he said to himself. “Father! Father! who could have foreseen this severance when I, as a boy, sat at your feet? Nay, quite lately, when you spoke to me so gravely!--How happy, how gay they all were; and he, so calm in the sense of doing his duty! If he only knew--it would kill him!” He hurried through the atrium, almost beside himself; Blepyrus, to whom he had only yesterday granted his pardon, was waiting there with others of his clients and slaves. His family looked after him in silence. Octavia was the first to speak. “It is strange,” she said thoughtfully, “by all the gods, strange! What can have come over him? He always held the populace in such contempt.” “It is impossible to count upon him,” said Lucilia. “But this time, it seems to me, he is carrying his whim too far.” “You are wrong,” said her father sternly. “It was no whim that spoke in that mood of excitement, it was genuine enthusiasm. I have observed in him for some time, that this frame of mind has been growing to a height. It is the sacred fire of pity, which burns within him, a noble sentiment which discerns the man even in the criminal. He cannot comprehend, that the State must ignore all such sentiment, if the commonwealth is not to suffer. His impulse is a foolish one, but I love him for it; and many a Roman maiden who, with thumbs turned down,[23] helps in condemning the stricken gladiator to the death-blow, might envy him his nobler soul!” The high-priest rose and walked two or three times up and down, past the fountain where the sparkling water now gleamed in the rising sun. “It is time to go,” he said, standing still in front of his wife. "What a pity! It is a glorious morning, and I feel as if I had never so thoroughly enjoyed the rest and peacefulness of this peristyle. Perhaps it is only by contrast with the storms outside, that toss the vessel of state.... The sitting will be a long one, if only on Cinna's account, who never will refrain from words, even when the struggle is a hopeless one. I shall be thankful if it is all over by supper-time. And--did I tell you?--Sextus Furius is to be our guest." Claudia colored. “He is welcome,” Octavia said. “Oh! that odious man with a long-pointed nose!” cried Lucilia. “It is horrible always to have none but such weak-kneed old men at table with us.” Titus Claudius was accustomed to allow considerable license to his adopted daughter’s audacity, but such broadly-expressed contempt was beyond all permissible measure.