Rachel Gray: A Tale Founded on FactKavanagh, Julia
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Rachel Gray: A Tale Founded on Fact
Kavanagh, Julia
Christian life -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction; Poor -- Fiction
"To be sure I don't," replied Mary, who had grown up in the firm
conviction that children were domestic idols, of which fathers were the
born worshippers.
"But you must try--but you must try," very earnestly said Rachel.
"Promise me that you will try, Mary."
She spoke in a soft, low voice; but Mary, wearied with the discourse,
turned her head away.
"I can't talk, my back aches," she said peevishly.
"Mary's back always aches when she don't want to speak," ironically
observed Jane.
"You mind your own business, will you!" cried Mary, reddening, and
speaking very fast. "I don't want your opinion, at all events; and if I
did--"
"I thought you couldn't talk, your back ached so," quietly put in Jane.
Mary burst into peevish tears. Jane laughed triumphantly. Rachel looked
at them both with mild reproach.
"Jane," she said, "it is wrong--very wrong--to provoke another. Mary,
God did not give us tears--and they are a great gift of his mercy--to
shed them so for a trifle. Do it no more."
The two girls remained abashed. Rachel quietly left the room. She went to
her own. She had prayed long that morning, but still longer did she pray
that night. For alas!--who knows it not--the wings of Hope would of
themselves raise us to Heaven; but hard it is for poor resignation to
look up from this sad earth.
CHAPTER VIII.
We were made to endure. A Heathen philosopher held the eight of the just
man's suffering, worthy of the Gods, and Christianity knows nothing more
beautiful, more holy, than the calm resignation of the pure and the
lowly, to the will of their Divine Father.
It was the will of Heaven that Rachel should not be beloved of her
earthly father. She bore her lot--not without sorrow; but, at least,
without repining. Perhaps, she was more silent, more thoughtful, than
before; but she was not less cheerful, and in one sense she was certainly
not less happy. Affliction patiently borne for the love of the hand that
inflicts it, loses half its sting. The cup is always bitter--and doubly
bitter shall it seem to us, if we drink it reluctantly; but if we
courageously dram it, we shall find that the last drop is not like the
rest It is fraught with a Divine sweetness--it is a precious balsam, and
can heal the deepest and most envenomed wound.
This pure drop Rachel found in her cup. It strengthened and upheld her
through her trial. "It is the will of God," she repeated to herself--"It
is the will of God;" and those simple words, which held a meaning so
deep, were to Rachel fortitude and consolation.
And in the meanwhile, the little world around her, unconscious of her
sufferings and her trials--for even her mother could not wholly divine
them--went on its ways. Mrs. Gray grumbled, Jane was grim, Mary was
peevish, and Mrs. Brown occasionally dropped in "to keep them going," as
she said herself.
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