"I do not want to be your sister if you think such hard things," said
Rachel, whose tears now could no longer be restrained. Honi soit qui
mal y pense. She did not, at the moment, remember the words to speak
them, but they contain exactly the purport of her thought. And now,
having become conscious of her own weakness by reason of these tears
which would overwhelm her, she determined that she would say nothing
further till she pleaded her cause before her mother alone. How could
she describe before her sister the way in which that interview at the
churchyard stile had been brought about? But she could kneel at her
mother's feet and tell her everything;--she thought, at least, that
she could tell her mother everything. She occupied generally the same
bedroom as her sister; but, on certain occasions,--if her mother was
unwell or the like,--she would sleep in her mother's room. "Mamma,"
she said, "you will let me sleep with you to-night. I will go now,
and when you come I will tell you everything. Good night to you,
Dolly."
"Good night, Rachel;" and the voice of Mrs. Prime, as she bade her
sister adieu for the evening, sounded as the voice of the ravens.
The two widows sat in silence for a while, each waiting for the other
to speak. Then Mrs. Prime got up and folded her shawl very carefully,
and carefully put her bonnet and gloves down upon it. It was her
habit to be very careful with her clothes, but in her anger she had
almost thrown them upon the little sofa. "Will you have anything
before you go to bed, Dorothea?" said Mrs. Ray. "Nothing, thank you,"
said Mrs. Prime; and her voice was very like the voice of the ravens.
Then Mrs. Ray began to think it possible that she might escape away
to Rachel without any further words. "I am very tired," she said,
"and I think I will go, Dorothea."
"Mother," said Mrs. Prime, "something must be done about this."
"Yes, my dear; she will talk to me to-night, and tell it me all."
"But will she tell you the truth?"
"She never told me a falsehood yet, Dorothea. I'm sure she didn't
know that the young man was to be here. You know if he did come back
from Exeter before he said he would she couldn't help it."
"And do you mean that she couldn't help being with him there,--all
alone? Mother, what would you think of any other girl of whom you
heard such a thing?"
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