"Yes, it is nice!" he said to Rachel. "Mind you get a glass of
champagne when you go in to supper. By-the-by, shall I get a partner
for you? Here, Buckett, come and dance the next dance with Miss Ray."
Buckett was the clerk in the brewery. Rachel had nothing to say for
herself; so Buckett's name was put down on the card, though she would
rather not have danced with Buckett. A week or two ago, before she
had been taken up into Mrs. Cornbury's carriage, or had waltzed with
Mrs. Cornbury's cousin, or had looked at the setting sun with Luke
Rowan, she would have been sufficiently contented to dance with Mr.
Buckett,--if in those days she had ever dreamed of dancing with any
one. Then Mrs. Cornbury came to her again, bringing other cavaliers,
and Rachel's card began to be filled. "The quadrille before supper
you dance with me," said Walter Cornbury. "That's settled, you know."
Oh, what a new world it was, and so different from the Dorcas
meetings at Miss Pucker's rooms!
Then came the moment of the evening which, of all the moments, was
the most trying to her. Luke Rowan came to claim her hand for the
next quadrille. She had already spoken to him,--or rather he to her;
but that had been in the presence of a third person, when, of course,
nothing could be said about the sunset and the clouds,--nothing about
that promise of friendship. But now she would have to stand again
with him in solitude,--a solitude of another kind,--in a solitude
which was authorized, during which he might whisper what words he
pleased to her, and from which she could not even run away. It had
been thought to be a great sin on her part to have remained a moment
with him by the stile; but now she was to stand up with him beneath
the glare of the lights, dressed in her best, on purpose that he
might whisper to her what words he pleased. But she was sure--she
thought that she was sure, that he would utter no words so sweet, so
full of meaning, as those in which he bade her watch the arm in the
clouds.
Till the first figure was over for them he hardly spoke to her. "Tell
me," said he then, "why has nobody seen you since Saturday week
last?"
"I have been at home."
"Ah; but tell me the truth. Remember what we said as we
parted,--about being friends. One tells one's friend the real truth.
But I suppose you do not remember what we said?"
"I don't think I said anything, Mr. Rowan."
"Did you not? Then I must have been dreaming. I thought you promised
me your friendship." He paused for her answer, but she said nothing.
She could not declare to him that she would not be his friend. "But
you have not told me yet why it was that you remained at home.
Come;--answer me a fair question fairly. Had I offended you?" Again
she paused and made him no reply. It seemed to her that the room was
going round her, and that the music made her dizzy. If she told him
that he had not offended her would she not thereby justify him in
having called her Rachel?
"Then I did offend you?" said he.
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