One afternoon, as she sat there in a side chapel, a girl entered, and
disregarding the kneeling benches, threw herself against the altar
itself, clutching the edge of the Sacred Table with straining clasped
hands, her head bowed between her arms, her long, dark shawl dragging
down the steps behind her, like a black trail of despair. The faint
light from the tapers shone on the girl's auburn hair, following the
burnished waves and tendrils. Her slender shoulders were heaving with
sobs.
Ragna watched her awhile, then rose from her chair and put her hand
softly on the girl's shoulder.
"What is it?" she asked. "Let me help you. Tell me what your trouble
is."
The girl raised her head, and her streaming dark eyes met Ragna's.
Seeing the sympathy in the fair face bent over her, she rose and let
herself be led away to a corner near the entrance where there were some
chairs.
"What is the matter?" asked Ragna.
"Oh, Signorina, it is very great," sobbed the girl, "but it is nothing a
young lady like you could understand."
"What is it? Tell me," said Ragna gently.
"Oh, Signorina, I can't! I should be ashamed, you would despise me. What
can a young lady like you know of--"
"Come, tell me, I shall not despise you," said Ragna; she was conscious
already of an odd sense of fellowship. The girl raised her head, and
looked at her steadily, as though testing the sincerity of the words.
"Signorina, my lover, Zuan, he is--he is going away, to America--he no
longer wishes to marry me, and--" she drew aside the shawl, showing the
altered lines of her figure.
"Oh!" said Ragna pitifully.
"And Signorina, my father turns me out of his house, he says I have
brought disgrace on him, that no one will marry me now. I have nowhere
to go. But that is nothing. I can work. It is Zuan--he doesn't love me
any more, he is tired of me--" her voice trailed off into a wail. Ragna
stroked her hand.
"Signorina, why should he cease to love me when I love him as much as
ever? It must be another woman who has taken him from me! If I find her,
I will kill her, I swear it! I will kill him too, and then I will kill
myself!"
"But your child?" said Ragna, "have you thought of it?"
"The _creatura_? Poor little lamb to be wronged by its father before it
is born! See you, Signorina," she turned defiantly, "it is his child,
and he shall recognize it or die! No other woman shall have him!" Her
eyes flashed.
Ragna tried another tack.
"If you are patient, and wait, he may come back to you; what would you
gain by killing him? They will send you to prison, and your child will
be born in disgrace."
"Perhaps you are right, Signorina," returned the girl doubtfully. "But
how can I wait? Where can I go? My father has turned me out of his
house, and no one will give me work now. No, it is better that I make an
end of it."
She rose, but Ragna caught her hand, and pulled her down.
"What is your name?" she asked.
"Carolina, Signorina, Carolina Manin di Guiseppe."
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