Courtship -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Mate selection -- Fiction; Social classes -- England -- Fiction
As the accomplished _attaché_ uttered this with a soft arch smile, as
though it were an infantine jest, he little thought what a large amount
of self-control he called into action in his cousin's mind. To have
seized him by the collar, and shaken him till he retracted the insulting
words, would have been a great relief; to have rebuked him sternly for
speaking lightly of a girl of whom he knew no evil, would have been some
satisfaction; but modern manners forbade the first, and a due sense of
the ridiculous the second. Control himself as Wilton might, he could not
call up the answering smile which St. George expected, but instead
stared at him with a fixed haughty stare, which, although rather
unaccountable to its object, seemed sufficiently disagreeable to make
him turn away and seek more congenial companionship.
Wilton, too, talked and laughed, and played his part with a proper
degree of animation; but a bruised, galled sensation clung to him all
the evening. There is a large class of men for whom such a remark as St.
George Wilton's would have been fatally destructive to the charm and
romance enfolding an object of admiration. To find what is precious to
them, common and unholy in the eyes of another, would destroy the
preciousness and desecrate the holiness! But there is another, a
smaller, though nobler and stronger class, whom the voice of the
scoffer, scoff he never so subtly, cannot incite to doubt or
disloyalty--to whom love is still lovely, and beauty still beautiful;
although others apply different terms to what they have recognized as
either one or the other. These are the men who see with their own eyes,
and Wilton was one of them. It was with the sort of indignation a
crusader might have felt to see an infidel handling a holy relic, that
he thought of his cousin's careless words. Nay, more, reflecting that
St. George was but one of many who would have thus felt and spoken of a
girl to whom he dared not address a word of love lest it might check or
destroy the sweet, frank friendliness with which she treated him, he
asked himself again, what was to be the end thereof? Then he for the
first time acknowledged to himself what he had often indistinctly felt
before, that to tell her he loved her, to ask her to be his wife, to
read astonishment, perhaps dawning tenderness, in her wonderful eyes, to
hold her to his heart, to own her before the world, to shelter her from
difficulty so far as one mortal can another, would be heaven to him!
She had struck some deeper, truer chord in his nature than had ever been
touched before; and his whole being answered; all that seemed impossible
and insurmountable gradually faded into insignificance compared to his
mighty need for that quiet, pale, dark-eyed little girl!
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