Edouard, as he sat with his violin on his knee, his fingers fretting the
silent strings, observed them all without envy and without interest. Had
he been able to choose, it would not have been to such a well-dressed
mob as this that he would have given his music. For at times a burst
of laughter killed a phrase that was sacred to him, and sometimes the
murmur of the voices and the clatter of the waiters would drown him out
altogether. But the artist in him forced him to play all things well,
and for his own comfort he would assure himself that no doubt somewhere
in the room someone was listening, someone who thought more of the
strange, elusive melodies of the Hungarian folksongs than of the chefs
entrees, and that for this unknown one he must be true to himself and
true to his work. Covertly, he would seek out some face to which he
could make the violin speak--not openly and impertinently, as did
Bardini, but secretly and for sympathy, so that only one could
understand. It pleased young Edouard to see such a one raise her head as
though she had heard her name spoken, and hold it poised to listen, and
turn slowly in her chair, so completely engaged that she forgot the
man at her elbow, and the food before her was taken away untouched. It
delighted him to think that she knew that the music was speaking to
her alone. But he would not have had her think that the musician spoke,
too--it was the soul of the music, not his soul, that was reaching out
to the pretty stranger. When his soul spoke through the music it would
not be, so he assured himself, to such chatterers as gathered on the
terrace of the Savoy Restaurant.
Mrs. Warriner and her daughter were on their way home, or to one of
their homes; this one was up the Hills of Lenox. They had been in Egypt
and up the Nile, and for the last two months had been slowly working
their way north through Greece and Italy. They were in London, at the
Savoy, waiting for their sailing-day, and on the night of their arrival
young Corbin was giving them a dinner. For three months Mrs. Warriner
and himself had alternated in giving each other dinners in every part of
Southern Europe, and the gloom which hung over this one was not due to
the fact that the diners had become wearied of one another's society,
but that the opportunities still left to them for this exchange of
hospitality were almost at an end. That night, for the hundredth time,
young Corbin had decided it would have been much better for him if they
had come to an end many weeks previous, for the part he played in the
trio was a difficult one. It was that of the lover who will not take
“no” for an answer. The lover who will take no, and goes on his way
disconsolate, may live to love another day, and everyone is content; but
the one who will not have no, who will not hear of it, nor consider it,
has much to answer for in making life a burden to himself and all around
him.
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